one of the problems i have or i feared is that friends would be leaving me someday. it's like we got together as friend in some weird circumstances and those kind of friendship doesnt last long. we all got our own clique. and i know that we'll always stick to our own clique no matter what friends you have around you everyday. and thats what i dread most. call me selfish or anything. but thats who i'm.

tired of it. but i'm still holding on. what an idiot i'm.