ahh! First day of school. was still in the holiday mood la . T_T ! anyway.met liying in the morning and her dad drove us to school! hahs! thanks! we were late.lol.. cos got jam LOL~.
but we are confirm not the lastest to reach school. nothing changed much. seating arrangement were same as last year. T_T . BUT ,Shuhui hor,is seriously damn ... at least she have her lame magic.which were either seen through by me or deonne. Rofllmao.. As usual , rules and rules and expectations. Augustine was made the chairperson! LOL! ( did u see his personal msg on msn ) FYI its means shrunken balls and **** LOL! brenda the vice-chairperson. Ms Rai sort of told us the criteria for the "N ' level examinations standards . Seriously . i did felt afraid . from sec 1 to sec 3 i always have the thought that " aiya , i will be promoted de" but now it's " am i be able to be promoted ? can i even pass my maths ? " and this feeling its like kinda freaking me out. Gosh! i really need to buck up la. I have already prepared everything for sec 4 EXCEPT my mindset . Gosh please anyone help me. i need those who are firm ones.those who can force me to study. control my childishness. and not to be influence by me. the thought of retaining OR even going to ITE freaks me out. the feeling of losing your friends , your Pride when people know that you are a retainer or whatever ( no offences to those who retained. ) Listen to other people target in two years and mostly were Poly ,JC 's .and the first thought that came to my mind was . can i even go into one? . anyway all just jiayou ba!