Coming to think of it, i've change too. I've been choosing friends. Unlike the past. Idk too. It's like so damn selfish of me. But i wanna say, friends are important to me. However, none of them are true friends i guess. Friends or enemy. Friends of friends. You don't even know which is true to you and treat you as a f...riend. All the friends you have will someday go back to their own clique. Leaving you. This's life ,i guess. unfair unfair.true friends are rare.. Do cherish them. I hate giving people attitude. Seriously. Because everytime i do that i would feel bad. Real bad. But what's done is done ain't it? Hahas. I want to hang out with you guys. But i'm the extra one. That's what i think. Gahs, if people have know me from sec 1 , they would think i changed alot too . Happy go lucky last time, but now, attitude, emo, dao. Feel like shit. I hate myself for everything.自作自受. That's true. I lost a friend because of my darn behaviour. Have this urge to scream and cry and yell everytime i think of it. Finally, i'm crying now. Fuck myself. I don't attitude any people. Those i show attitude to are those i treat as friend. Too much attitude however can cause strains in friendship. And i'm ...sorry for that. I'm changing for the better. Gimme time. I'll change . thanks for tolerating my crap and shitty behaviour/attitude. love you lots okay? espically you