many wrong choices made in life.
i just wanna things to be right.
to be like last time.
back to all those peaceful times.
where there are no arguements.
laughter would filled me.
but now?
only sadness , regretness, and hatred for myself..
hate myself for trusting all those whom i though i could trust.
i really hate myself for trusting them,
and of course myself too.
for trusting them.
but that's what people want isnt it?
they want you to trust them,
and you did .
But what did they do?
they betrayed you ?
for what?
pleasure? happiness of seeing other people in pain ?
feel superior because of it?
nahs.
that what humans do.
i admit i did too.
but i always would feel fucking guilthy and sad,
but i learnt from my mistakes.
i do really really treasure my friend .
i really really do.
but do they treasure me?
i would always wonder.
why are humans so easily influenced ?
till now,i still cant figure it out.

leave it,
forget about it.

if only time could just rewind

i have been giving so much,
and all i want is just appreciation.
but do they ?