Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Stop asking, start thinking ._.

school today wasnt exactly good for me, as kinda lost in the maths ! i sucks at that chapter, gotta buck up on that chapter. -.- i think i have been like attituding lots of people ? but cant help it seriously , too many things on my mind, and i just can seems to get them out of my head . -.- had our green house cheer , super boring, although it's kinda time wasting . stay-ed back for supposed Geo ssl, but turns out that Ms Rai was late due to meeting or sort i think, and the worksheets she ask elyssa to give to our class, was not given to us at all . so she told us to do it over the WEEKENDS! (: hahs! home around 4.3pm?! been doing F&N for the past few HOURS! damn it , so many things to do. i think i'm stop doing it now. feeling tired staring into the compter. -.- Just be it .

ohya, tomorrow bryan's birtthday (:

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

unspoken words. do you know how i feel?

kinda a bad day for me -.- nothing much to post anyway. just feeling kinda fuck up .. and somehow i just think that i'm treated like a idiot.. so just fuck off (:
feeling kinda idiot over my change of attitude so fast.one minute so fine and the next moment attitude -.- anyway after school went to find ms rai to hadn up my work (: then accompany nixon to wait for ms rai to finish her meeting and return nixon his phone ;P . waited for jaslyn .. went home with her... well. feel like talking now. -.- .. byeeeeeeeee

Saturday, March 27, 2010

woke up at 8.42am yesterday, use the computer for awhile before going out to meet jaslyn and co at clarke quay as they wanted to buy rock candy . they went to clarke quay first as they were hungry and told me to meet them there, luckily , Drew meet me to go clarke quay together ^^ ! they were having Subway when we reache there. and as cynthia and i was not eating we walk aroung the mall , looking for Rock candy >
meet liying below her block and went to school together.was kinda stupid to go so early as the school requested. reaching there 4.30pm. -.-when the concert starts only at 5plus. wthhh. anyway, the performance was kinda nice. but boring as it always the same old performance. :x was talking and foolinf around throughout the whole concert ! wanted to go to compass after the concert but it was somehow cancelled as all of us were hungry and we didnt want to wait for the food , so we decided to go home to eat. in addition to that, benjamin was waiting for Ms Rai to return him his money, and we waited from 7.45pm to 8.30pm -.- went to cheers instead, bought some things to eat (: and some of us bought a smallll tub of iceee creammm! (: went home, tv , and was feeling tired and sad ? so i sleep early ! lool
had a dream last night,
only if it's true, it would be so good .. maybe i was thinking too much yesterday before i sleep that i get such weird dreams. -.- . no mood

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Kinda in a good mood today? School life is just plain boring. (: anyway, shall study hard. (:currently addicted to Hello baby! (: its seriously damn funnnyyy (: Nothing much to blog . (: shall post a longer post someday , if i got any interesting things (:

Monday, March 22, 2010

Ahhh,
currently addicted to Hello Baby! (; anyway had change of seating arrangement. Time-table change too. Had a relief teacher for physics as Mr Koh have to go for re-service (: and i must admit that i'm starting to like Geo/SS . it's really kinda interesting. (: Chinese as usual was the most slack. But i kinda hate slacking though, if only Mr Lua could give us some challenging Chinese worksheets . wanted to stay after school to watch the rehearsal but somehow i decided to go home as all of them wanna go home, while liying have to stay for her D&T -.- ! Hoping tomorrow would be a better day ! (:
that's it! byeee! (:

Sunday, March 21, 2010

went to harrison chalet on friday,
was kinda fun ..
but boring at the end ,
cause as you guys know , i'm anti-social ! ;P
anyway i cant stand the sleepyness,
so decided to go home to sleep as i would be going out for prawning in the noon,
and i seriously cant sleep with strangers that i'm not used to .
so i went home at 3am,
cabb-ed home.
fall asleep the moment my head touches my pillow! (:

slept till 12pm .
was seriously very tired !
use the computer for awhile,
went out at 5.40 to compass to meet jaslyn and co.
only 7 of us went prawning,
Dom , Jaslyn , KangWei , WeiZheng , Drew , Yishu and mee! (:
took the shuttle bus to punggol end there .
they kinda caught lots of prawn .
but i caught none! roflmaos!
but at least i got an experience alrights! (;
Dom and Drew caugh 5 prawns each!
Kangwei caught 3 or 4 prawn i think,
Yishu caught 1 prawn , well , i cant remeber the rest. STM!
started the bbq pit , Poor yishu ,
she could only eat Otahs as she had chickenpox and cant eat chicken and seafood! .
Jaslyn , Drew and Yishu took the 10.15 pm shuttlebus back to compass as they need to go home early . the rest of us continued prawning and cooking.
we didnt really eat the prawn as it's tasteless,
so we took two prawns for ourself and give the rest to people .
after we finish cooking our food ,
we put the two prawns with the charcoal .
rofl! the prawns became black. (:
oh! did i mention that those prawns were handled by Kangwei?
he was the one who cut the legs and skewer them ! (:
hahaha! Cabbed home at 11+ as the last bus was 10.30pm and we miss it .
well, kinda fun (:

bye! Back to watching movies ! (:

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Had chinese Remedial today!
slightly late for it ,
but guess what,
when i reach there.
i suddenly sorta remember i need not go for chinese remedial.
and i was like WTF!?
waste my time and energy.
omgomg!
i should have known la!
i so clever , surely i would not need to go for chinese remiedial!
come'on It's Chinese!
well , after chinese , there was suppose to have a english remedial.
but i think most of us decided to give it a miss (;
went to compasspoint mac with a large Co.
lazy to name out , okay (:
didnt eat.
homed with drew .
and i have been watchin supernatural / Heroes all noon (:

i got nothing to say ._.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

compare compare compare,
when do parents ever stop comparing.
just fucking stop comparing.
idiots.
you could compare us to other kids.
why cant we compare you?
so just Shut The Fuck Up.

Sunday, March 14, 2010

I wanna watch Clash Of The Titans (1st April )!


i hate being bored .
Being bored makes me think about the past.
have been reading through my posts and messages.
i miss those times.
Strangers to Friends, Friends to Best Friends,
Best Friends to Strangers.
why ??
can anyone please tell me ?
what did i do ?
if time could rewind, let's just go back to the time where i got to know you.
awww , this feeling sucks.

I hate my phone .
i hate my phone for deleting all those past messages i have.
i fucking hate you.
all those thousands of message deleted for nothing .
凸you.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

okay (: updated my blog links and stuffs.
wanted to change blogskin but like what szechi says , simple is nice (:
so.. shall just stick to this blogskin aye! (:
well, seen quite a few post on friends. and this i what i would always think of when i say friend!


I miss the times in secondary 1 , where most of us are sooo naive and innocent . I would often think of how i get to know some of my friends , hahs ! Those memories really do makes me smile whenever i think of them ! Everyone's like so friendly when we're in secondary 1 ! But now , look around you and see , 用心去感觉 , who are those who are there when you need them . Who backstab you when you trust them . It's those whom you call "best " friend. Yes , i know who backstab me and who are true , but i try not to think of those stuffs as it would always make me feel so moody and in the end , i would attitude those around me . However , what puzzles me most is those who backstab you , speak bad of you , spread rumours and yet , they are close to you. and after doing all those things, they would act as if nothing happened at all . I mean , what's the point ? and Oh yes, Not only girls backstab you , Guys do too (: i finally know that guys do backstab you too . ROFL! (: it took me ages to figure out (: LMAOS! (: haha, and i often do ask those friends around me this " when i quarrel with someone , why didn't you side them ? i though you're closer to them ? " and some would reply " lol, it's not even my business , i don't care " . I am really happy to hear these words coming out from their mouth (: it really do makes me happy . Somehow , i always thought that i have made a wrong choice of choosing friends when i'm in Sec 1 , i think some of you know what i'm saying . If only time could rewind , really , i would treasure every second of it . Even it means going through all those pain again . I do appreciate some friends although we dont usually hang out together , yes , i do appreciate you guys (: thanks for the fun and laughter you guys have given me . Much appreciated (: and i love texting more than anything else , but often i would worry that i would be a nuisance or as you know, some people don't reply to messages (: Most of my friendship started by texting , hahs ! however,those friendship don't lasts. Can Broken Friendship really be salvaged?


Looking forward to sentosa on monday! (:

Friday, March 12, 2010

meet up with liying, augustine, jerome, drew in the morning.
walk to anchorvale CC.
was kinda fooling around at the Drive throught station. (:
they had their breakfast.
while the rest was just sitting around.
cross country.
did try my best,
but didint get top 60 -,-
nvm, shall try again next year aye! (:
had end of term talk,
after school,
went compass to had lunch (: !

Sentosaaa on mondayyy ! yayyY! (:

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

arghh!
what theee fucckkk sia!

so unlucky today sia!
as you guys know i always take the bus that comes at 6.58am.( now you know )
but today , i took the bus that came at 6.48am as i reached the bus stop earlier,
was kinda happy cos i knew i would reach school much much earlier , meaning that i could go to class and sleep as it was a rainy day!
that when the bus spoils my plan! ><
well, it started moving and i was kinda puzzled by the slow movement of the bus.
and i was thinking " hmm, do this driver even know how to drive a bus? "
thats when the driver stop the bus and he began to Open & Close the door of the bus,
i was like ? what happen? and i saw that the backdoor of the bus couldnt close and hence the slow speed of the bus.
okay, being the understanding type , i waited patiently for the driver to solve the problem.
after trying for about 10 minutes,
he told us that we have to transfer bus and wait for another bus.
so much time wasted . WTF!!
luckily another bus arrived -,-!
reached school at about 7.22am. wth-.-! );

anyway school today was kinda ok?
at least i could laugh and joke .
hehe!(:
stayed back for GEO / SS filing .
ahh! Fucked up with all those lost notes and whatever!
so liying and i decided to cab to ben house to photocopy all those notes. (: hehe!
cab back to school at about 3.30pm.
slack around and went home.

hmm , thats all?
didnt audi today.
hahas! no mood! instead i hunted for movies to download to my phone!.
and i gotten a few ! or 6 to be exact! (:

AHHH! needa go to X-Country on friday.
-,-! promised ): cant break it aye?

Monday, March 8, 2010

kinda boring / fun in class this few days.
feel tired.
drained of energy! -.-
i wanna sleep!
but when i see the computer,
i know i wont sleep.
-.-
so,
hope that i dont sleep in class. (:

BYEBYE!

Friday, March 5, 2010

guys,let hope we scored well for CMT! (:

Thursday, March 4, 2010

many wrong choices made in life.
i just wanna things to be right.
to be like last time.
back to all those peaceful times.
where there are no arguements.
laughter would filled me.
but now?
only sadness , regretness, and hatred for myself..
hate myself for trusting all those whom i though i could trust.
i really hate myself for trusting them,
and of course myself too.
for trusting them.
but that's what people want isnt it?
they want you to trust them,
and you did .
But what did they do?
they betrayed you ?
for what?
pleasure? happiness of seeing other people in pain ?
feel superior because of it?
nahs.
that what humans do.
i admit i did too.
but i always would feel fucking guilthy and sad,
but i learnt from my mistakes.
i do really really treasure my friend .
i really really do.
but do they treasure me?
i would always wonder.
why are humans so easily influenced ?
till now,i still cant figure it out.

leave it,
forget about it.

if only time could just rewind

i have been giving so much,
and all i want is just appreciation.
but do they ?

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

话总说不清楚该怎么明了
一字一句像圈套
旧帐总翻不完谁无理取闹
你的双手甩 开刚好的微妙
然后战火再燃烧
我们背对背拥抱
滥用沉默在咆哮
爱情来不及变老
葬送在烽火的玩笑
我们背对背拥抱
真话兜着圈子乱乱绕
只是想让我知道
只是想让你知道爱的警告
我不要一直到形同陌路变成自找
既然可以拥抱就不要轻易放掉j
我们背对背拥抱
滥用沉默在咆哮
爱情来不及变老
葬送在烽火的玩笑
我们背对背拥抱
真话兜着圈子乱乱绕
只是想让我知道
只是想让你知道这警告
只是想让我知道
只是想让你知道爱的警告

Monday, March 1, 2010

1st day of common test,
good luck guys,
seems like i was the only one taking it too lightly. -.-
cant be help!
But i will study alright,
i must somehow get good grades . -.-
went to pizza hut after school with liying and co.
parted after eating,
went to Hougang mall,
and home.
start to stone infront of com.-.-
shall not happen from tomorrow onwards.


Emaths and Chinese papers tomorrow,
Good Luck guys ♥!