okok..
i was seriously in a bad mood that i decided to post this like cynthia did ..ok?
my heart really is dead towards you soon..
everytime i heard things about u,my blood boils.. oops.!!





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i don't know if its true or not but i felt more ok now..calmer...phew..i'm so sad luhs...D:

ok-ok..
here my post for today..was goddam sian so decided to post ealier..
erm..
woke up,went to use com..
look at videos and blogs COS my com !@#$%

ok..my complaint coming ..

idiot la..ppl after exams play com,i after exams do what?
look at those goddamn videos and rot at home?
if com haven fixed,i june holiday sure going nuts..

erm..then msn with marcus..haha..tok about lame thiings ..
then he went to play com ...leaving me behind..!! D;
then nth to do agn..sian la...
omg...my com when can fixed??arghhhhh...
downloading song from internet ..listen to some songs ytd when going to sleep..forget what le.
trying hard to rmb...

cold cold Heart

songs..
Secret valentine,
Number 1,
She will be loved..

arghh!!!
last paper,but doesnt seems quite well to me..
total crap for Physics man!!
anw,after school
went home-ed..
use com...
damn it..
speaking of computer makes my blood boill.
how are we suppose to use the com now its spoil during june holidays?
and after exams shud be relaxing abit..but..?
cant play?what the meaning of this..Total BullShit..

click on my NuffNanG

thanks Deonne for teaching me how to change arhs..

3more days to cahnging of phone
whats wrong with me?am i imagine it or is ppl really giving me the cold shoulder?

argh!!!
had A-maths papers today..
wth..
manage to did first 5 questions with Ease..
then the terror came..
question 10 & 11!!
forgot the formula and there goes my 12 marks!!
yay...MYE ends tml!!!

Click on my NuffNanG


Tml is end of MYE..
5more days to changing of phone!

Cheer up to those who are unhappy.!!

Had Chemistry papers today..
it was surprisingly easy,but i still didnt know how to do Some...
after school,went Mac...
sit there for 45mins?
then went to bball Court...
then..
it starts drizzling..WTH?
went to talk bus with Sz,Sx,Jas and Ben...
talk about sec 1 stuff and some 有的没得..
when i reach 家楼下,i found out that i dint bring my KEYS!!!
wth..wait-ed for mum to come home..went to hougang Green..
was raining Heavily by then..Trapped!!!
lols..wait-ed for an hour or so before i went home..

click on my NuffNanG

2more days to end of MYE
6more days to changing of Handphone..

Nothing is gonna be same from the time we are mature...

woke up..
went to temple..
eat..home...
blog...
today was the full-of-crap day..
my sis wanted me to change back to the normal msn skin..
what the prob with this one?seems nice...diao!

yay...tml de chemistry 9.15am end..gonna have some funn!!!!

click on my NuffnanG..

Human are just so fake..you got it and u dont know the truth,u thinks that its great..
but when you know the truth , u thinks that it s bad..WTH ...

i dont really think that i am that close to any of my friends...blogs are to meant to use for saying your heartfelt words but i can't...
what are friends

how i hope we are more than what we are now...but is it possible?give me an answer..

3more days to end of MYE
7more days to changing of handphone..

yo!!

today was another Rot-at-home day..

but...

feeling quite high today!!..

but bored as well..so decided to chnge my Window messenger..nice hor??

i also dunno la..

oh ya..

click on my NuffnanG

Boys over Flower nice show hur!

3more days to end of MYE..

8more days to changing of new phone..

13days to holiday!!!

Fallen Angels...

like it all of a sudden..
the tought of darkness sudden spark an interest in me..
lols..

today had E-maths paper.....
Wtf...
Hard not hard,Easy not Easy...
damn it...
think i will flunk it badly..

after Paper went to cp to yoshi..
went to play with kitties..
the mother cat sibei cute..

click Click CLICK on my NuffnanG

3 more days to end of MYE
9 more to new handphone

Quote of the day:It is possible to store the mind with a million facts and still be entirely uneducated.
Alec Bourne

sinking deeply into your eyes!!

Yo!!!
Didnt have quite the mood to post today,
but i will just for the sake of it..-_-""
Had Geography as well as F&N test today..
so-so lor..how say Good?
Tml having Maths!!Wth~!until 1pm Siao seh..1 paper 2 hrs?!?!

4 more days to end of MYE [ :
10 more days to new handphone!!

click Click CLICK on my Nuffnang!!!

Quote of the Day : Without friends no one would choose to live, though he had all other goods.
Aristotle (384 BC - 322 BC), Nichomachean Ethics

http://www.houseofnightseries.com/pages/huntedxrpt.html


Hunted Chapter One
The dream began with the sound of wings.
In retrospect I realize I should have known that was a bad sign, what with the Raven Mockers being set loose and all, but in my dream it was just background noise, kinda like a fan whirring or the TV turned on to the QVC.
In my dream I was standing in the middle of a beautiful meadow.
It was night, but there was an enormous full moon hovering just above the trees that framed the meadow.
It cast a silver blue light strong enough to throw shadows and made everything look like it was underwater, an impression that was strengthened by the gentle breeze blowing the soft grasses against my bare legs in sweeps and whirls like waves lapping sweetly against a shore.
That same wind was lifting my thick dark hair from my naked shoulders and it felt like silk floating against my skin.
Bare legs? Naked shoulders?
I looked down and let out a little yip of surprise.
I was wearing a seriously short buckskin minidress.
The top of it was cut in a wide V, front and back, so that it hung off my shoulders, leaving lots of skin visible.
The dress itself was amazing.
It was white and decorated with fringe, feathers, and shells and seemed to glow in the moonlight. All over it was beaded with intricate designs that were impossibly beautiful.
My imagination is so darn cool!The dress tickled a memory, but I ignored it.
I didn’t want to think too hard— I was dreaming!
Instead of pondering déjà vu moments I danced gracefully through the meadow, wondering if Zac Efron or even Johnny Depp was going to suddenly appear and flirt outrageously with me.I peeked around as I twirled and swayed with the wind and thought I saw the shadows flicker and move oddly within the massive trees.
I stopped and was trying to squint so I could get a closer look at what was going on in the darkness. Knowing me and my weird dreams, I’d created bottles of brown pop hanging from the limbs like bizarre fruit, just waiting for me to pick them.
That’s when he appeared.At the edge of the meadow, just inside the shadows of the trees, a shape materialized.
I could see his body because the moonlight caught the smooth, naked lines of his skin.
Naked?
I stopped.
Had my imagination lost its mind?
I wasn’t really up to frolicking around a meadow with a naked guy, even if he was the amazingly mysterious Mr. Johnny Depp.“You hesitate, my love?”
At the sound of his voice a shiver passed through my body, and terrible, mocking laughter whispered through the leaves of the trees.
“Who are you?” I was glad that my dream voice didn’t betray the fear I was feeling.
His laughter was as deep and beautiful as his voice, and as frightening.
It echoed in the limbs of the watching trees until it drifted almost visible in the air around me.
“Do you pretend you do not know me?”His voice brushed against my body, making the little hairs on my arms stand up.
“Yeah, I know you. I made you up.
This is my dream.
You’re a mixture of Zac and Johnny.”
I hesitated, peering at him.
I spoke nonchalantly even though my heart was beating like crazy because it was already obvious this guy was not a mixture of those two actors.
“Well, maybe you’re Superman or Prince Charming,” I said, reaching for anything but the truth.
“I am no figment of your imagination. You know me.Your soul knows me"
I hadn’t moved my feet, but my body was slowly being drawn toward him, like his voice was pulling me. I reached him and looked up and up . . .
It was Kalona.
I’d known him from the first words he’d spoken.
I just hadn’t wanted to admit it to myself.
How could I have dreamed him?
Nightmare—this had to be a nightmare and not a dream.
His body was naked, but it wasn’t completely substantial.
His form wavered and shifted in time with the caressing breeze.
Behind him, in the dark green shadows of the trees, I could see the ghostly shapes of his children, the Raven Mockers, as they clung to the limbs with the hands and feet of men and stared at me with men’s eyes from the mutated faces of birds.
“Do you still claim not to know me?”His eyes were dark— a starless sky.
They seemed the most substantial thing about him.
That and his liquid voice.
Even though this is a nightmare, it’s still mine.
I can just wake up!
I want to wake up!
I want to wake up!But I didn’t.
I couldn’t.
I wasn’t in control.
Kalona was.
He’d built this dream, this dark, nightmare meadow, and somehow brought me there, closing the door to reality behind us.
“What do you want?” I said the words quickly so he couldn’t hear my voice shaking.
“You know what I want, my love. I want you.”
“I am not your love.”“Of course you are.”
He moved this time, stepping so close to me that I could feel the chill that came from his unsubstantial body.
“My A-ya.”
A-ya had been the name of the maiden the Cherokee Wise Women had created to trap him centuries ago. Panic spiked through me.
“I’m not A-ya!”“You command the elements,” his voice was a caress, awful and wonderful, compelling and terrifying.“Gifts from my Goddess,” I said.
“Once before you commanded the elements. You were made from them. Fashioned to love me.” His massive dark wings stirred and lifted.
Beating forward softly, they enfolded me in a spectral embrace that was cold as frost.
“No! You must have me mixed up with someone else.
I’m not A-ya.”“You’re wrong, my love. I feel her within you.”
His wings pressed against my body, drawing me closer to him.
Even though his physical form was only semi-substantial, I could feel him.
His wings were soft.
Winter cold against the warmth of my dreaming self.
The outline of his body was frigid mist.
It burned my skin, sending electric currents through me, heating me with a desire I didn’t want to feel but was powerless to resist
.His laugh was seductive.
I wanted to drown in it.
I leaned forward, closing my eyes and gasping aloud as the chill of his spirit brushed against my breasts, sending shooting sensations that were painful but deliciously erotic to places in my body that made me feel out of control.
“You like the pain. It brings you pleasure.”
His wings got more insistent, his body harder and colder and more passionately painful as it pressed against mine. “Surrender to me.”
His voice, already beautiful, was unimaginably seductive as he became aroused. “I spent centuries in your arms.
This time our joining will be controlled by me, and you will revel in the plea sure I can bring you. Throw off the shackles of your distant goddess and come to me.
Be my love, truly, in body as well as soul and I will give you the world!”The meaning of his words penetrated through the haze of pain and pleasure like sunlight burning away dew. I found my will again, and stumbled out of the embrace of his wings.
Tendrils of icy black smoke snaked around my body, clinging . . . touching . . . caressing . . .I shook myself like a pissed cat shaking off rain and the dark wisps slid from my body.
“No! I’m not your love.
I’m not A-ya. And I’ll never turn my back on Nyx!”When I spoke Nyx’s name, the nightmare shattered.I sat straight up in bed, shaking and gasping.
Stevie Rae was sleeping soundly beside me, but Nala was wide awake.
She was growling softly.
Her back was arched, her body was totally puffed up, and she was staring slit- eyed at the air above me.“Ah, hell!”
I shrieked and bounded off the bed, spinning around and looking up, expecting to see Kalona hovering like a giant batbird over us.
Nothing
. There was nothing there.
I grabbed Nala and sat on the bed.
With trembling hands I petted her over and over. “It was just a bad dream . . . it was just a bad dream . . . it was just a bad dream,” I told her, but I knew it was a lie.
Kalona was real, and somehow he was able to reach me through my dreams.


Copyright © 2009 by P.C. Cast + Kristin Cast. All rights reserved.
Copyright © 2009 by P.C. Cast + Kristin Cast. All rights reserved.

YO!!!
Feeling So happy today..Duno why la..
2 paper Down 6 Paper To go!!
erm...ok,whats the paper for tml?
Geography & F&N siiann!!!
Geo have so many chapters sia!!!
F&N better,but...no not much..
went home early,play-ed with e cats..damn fun sia..one "chew" my button!!

arghh....

oh ya!
click Click click on my Nuffang

5 more days before MYE ends..!!!
11days to changing my handphone

Quote Of The Day:Personality can open doors, but only character can keep them open.
Elmer G. Letterman

Had Chinese MYE papre 1 & 2 today
OMG
Soo easy..is like 1st time so easy (than all previous de la)..direct ans...!!
Exam till 12.04pm went to eat,went back home
read book(addicted),shud be studying for exams and i am reading here..lols...
Finish Untamed!
Waiting For Jasmine de Hunted..don't make me wait long long hur..

• 1 paper Down 7 more to go..
• Eng MYE tml till 12.10pm..
• Good luck to all For MYE.
• feeling so bored at home,cos duno what to do(now that my computer--un-DEAD)

[Edited]

• untamed is sucha nice book..
• quite "touched" by the story.

Now start to countdown for end of MYE

6more day before MYE ends

12more days to new handphone

click Click CLICK on my Nuffang!!!

off to study since no computer games to De-Stress

OmG..
today was really damn boring ...
woke up,did nothing,sit there "fa Dai"awhile then watch MOney Not enuff 2..so sad la..the show watch lots of time le..
then went to buy things..
came back home..
blog now..
WTF,exams is just tml and we need to relax after a paper or two Rights?
偏偏我的电脑不振气,so damn pissed of by it..cant even play now..OMg,what will happen to me during June Holidays?(thinking of it makes me feel afraid)

click click click on my NuffanG!!!
omg..i did it 4 time today..

this post is for Ytd..
1st of all..

Happy Mother's Day
&
Happy Birthday Sze Chi

today damn happy..but..my com spoil..wtf..sad sia...and summore today holiday,what am i going to do i cannot play games sia.."zhu ding"must at home rot liao..went out KFC to eat dinner..walk walk..then home..

Click on my nuffang please!!!

click click click

tml is MYE le
13 more days to new handphone..

Woke up quite early today
used the computer for abit,
went out at 12+ to temple....

went home at 3+,dunno why but my chest and my heart is so pain like those of when being "punch" u know?lols

went home,

• laid on bed for awhile ,hoping the pain would go off,
• if did,after quite some time,
• using com now
• school holiday sucks,school sucks abit too..lols

maybe its all better if we all go our seperate ways...seperation is always one of the hardest things i can manage.

3more day to MYE

15days to new phone

Went off for quite a slightly early recess with my baggie..seems like the Sec 4 are the majorities in the canteen as w/o them,every stall queue are Soooo Short!

waa seh,today got F&N practical test sia..wth..was fun but tiring,Mentally and Physically..lols,,Darren & Sandra 你们令我刮目相看seh..didnt know darren u know how to cook so much seh..anw stay-ed till 3.45pm ++ then went home ..lol..physically drain-ed of energy..

home and bloggin now

• i must really buck up for my MYE liao la,see my score just now,wasnt up to my expectations yet..learn to be more of aiming higher marks rather than last year,pass pass jiu hao..
• quite happy in class today,cos most of time wasn't in it
• i really hate that Damn ******** ,though ppl say he's/she's good,but to me,he's/she's just WTF?!?!NAbei!

Andd,,BTW click on my Nuffang too..i Finally knew how it work..duuno is dumb or clever so long then know how it works ...

Click Click Click..

i want to have a felling of 归属感 in everything i do

16Days to new phone
3more days to exams

lesson are all quite boring today.

• went to 3G's class durin chinese as their teacher didnt come
• so fun
• unlike our class,i mean i dint care to join in conversations in my class but in 3G everything was so familiar to me.
• they were having a sort of paper ball war..so funny
• how i wish i was in their class,choosing art instead of F&N
• omg,i am like a brat,wanting everything i knew i cant get it..

One Wrong Decision,One wrong turn,Everything are lost..

how i wish we were like b4..or if i didnt even meet u,it would be better..i shud make the correct choices instead of being blindly lead..

17 days to new handphone

4days to MYE