Well , suddenly remembered that this blog have been left to rot for ages. and... here i am trying to post something, but the moment i logged into blogger, i lost the mood to blog!! ahahahaha , typical uhh... okok , so chinese O's paper is coming up which is TOMORROW , and I'm trying to score at least an A1 or A2 which i have to depend on my paper which is my best :))) and next monday is the last O level paper!!!! which is .... Combined Science mcq :DD after that, it's partyyyy time guys !!!!!!! vwooooo

shit, i actually emo today. even for that short while. I felt vulnerable. NO. shouldn't be this way. it's not suppose to be me that's feeling that way, it should be you. yea, this should be the last time for me. actually. i feel that human are selfish, well, obviously, they are selfish. When they need you, they come running to you, after that ? they just throw you and leave you to die. alone and bitter. that's my impression of you guys now. everything changed, friends, relationship, family, well, not everything is supposed to be perfect , right? you just have to adapt to those situations, make yourself stronger. :) dont say that you're there for me, cause you dont. you just gave me those few words and run off, leaving me in the same depressed state. But, nahh, dont worry, when it's your turn , i would even console you ^^. omg, i'm becoming a hater, no, apparently, i am already a hater in people eyes. who cares ?! i'm me and this is me. i know there are those who really care, but, i just cant get those shit outta my head. i feel like breaking down whenever i start thinking, really. i just cant control it. i tried to stop thinking, but the result is that i would think even more. i dont want to either. i just wish that there would be someone. someone who's willing to listen to me, understand. but FML, there isn't and there won't be one. no offence meant, but seriously, i dont kinda like my classmates. Not that kind of meaning, but it's like i think some of them are just born idiotic. doing idiotic things and acting like one. LOL. nevermind. i seriously need counselling. really. damn. i dont know where to find one and the courage to go . DAMMN

i often stop to think if things in life are really worth it , after much serious thinking. i though no, they are not worth it, but in the end, i would often chase after things that arent worth my time. seriously. no one freaking cares. shitloadsofcraps. damn. ijustfeellikegettingoutofschool!

Store in charge changed from tomorrow onwards. well,i'll miss you guys , :) . all those happy memories:)hais, shall continue the good memories with the rest of my colleagues there:)

well, second day of school. currently , i'm still keeping up with my cheerful attitude. but i think it's crazyyy !!! LOL!.. sad to say, changed of seating arrangement today :( sad ttm!! hahaa, i didnt talk much , therefore i'm still at the back of the class, my favourite seat!! but sad to say. liying left me for douglas!!!! LOL!! sounds wrong, but she left seating with me and went to seat with douglas instead ! :X anyway, Audrey seat with me instead! lol, gonna be crazy, brenda infront of me, jerome too. lolol. i think i would laugh over the slighest thing. lOl. :D haha, it's good to laugh you know, keeps you young^^ went compass to slack after school . and off hoomeee, shucks. set my alarm at 5.15pm, but slept to 5.55pm instead, nearly late for my tuition ... duhh. ?and damn, i'm addicted to the 7-11 hot chocolate. D: why doesnt our school have a 7-11?

upcoming events : Work on Friday , Saturday. :):):):):):):)
: O level chinese result on 10 jan.

to do : Be happy
: dont think too much
: Homeworkkkss! D:

F&N tomorroww . 9 more months. 9 more months and it'll be over, out of this damn school. get a good grade, go to a poly. meet new people. enjoy life. !! 9more months!! I CAN DO IT