today is a fuck up day.nothing seems to go right for me. went home alone today, as all of them was busy with thier stuffs. cant help but start thinking, life's really pathetic. wanting something but you could never get it. instead it gives you what you dont want most.

F&N today was total hell , almost all of us was chased to the library to do our Decision making coursework, which i have totally no idea which decent meal to cook , although there are lots of .ideas, but i just cant find one that i could really want to try and cook. ._. i think that's one of the reason I'm starting to hate F&N :x .CME was use to go through the class test paper.! hmph! disappointed.!PC period was kinda LOL! caught my Larvitaa! yaya!! hahahs. after school, had napfa test, was kinda sastified with my results, but i know i could do better. lol! :x went BK with tony, jovi and aaron. was bust training my larvitaa. and it evolved into pupitar! (: hahaha! anyway, today i was like in a crazy mood and was like blabbering like a madman. lol

decided to have my napfa test tomorrow instead. heard from some of them that it's kinda easy. but , oh well, who knows ? just gonna give my best shot . afterall, it's only once a year thing. LOL (: went Kfc after school, chatted, and home with benjamin. been watching desperate housewifes this few days.its kinda a nice show, really. Emotions and behaviours human never show. gossh, addicted .

487th post (:

lessons today was ordinary. i did listen ok! (: hahas! feeling v. crazy today. i don't know why too. lost my pilot pen i bought yesterday, was weird as i swore i put it on my table. anyway, it's a good thing too. ! at least i pilot pen really does makes the pen fly away . was kinda sad because of this and keep babbling nonsense.mother tongue as usual was talking behind. i wanna eat 68 bao(s) ... oops . i mean 68kg bao! after amaths went to compass with tony and jovi , walk them to their bus-stop . and went popular to get myself a file! Waaa, bought two more pilot pens. hope they don't take off away like their fellow friends.

doing my Geography and maths homework now, alone at home. boreeed! PERSEVERE!

byyyyeeeeee! (;
you never fail to make me wonder what are you thinking. ..

Life's just as boring as it could ever be.

no one to talk to!

hahs! back to maple this few days, was kinda lame alrights. but i got a new skill! Cooool!

CAught Lugia using 5 ultra ballsss! unlike 1 Master ball! ROFLMAOS!

thought it would be forever, but never.

reading past conversations and stuffs,
wondering how things end up this way.
how i wish, i really really wish,
that time could go back to july.

please la , do the right things at the right time la, stupid retard. think what? people scold you wan chup, fucking idiot. useless idiot. sight of you irks me.

back to posting,using laptop.It's mine!.posting just for the fun of it. anyway, it got worst. omg, DAMN! tomorrow it's monday, yaaay

meet up with liying in the morning, went to rivervale plaza Mac to meet augustine. he said he was alone there but just as expected, he lie to us! ;x , didnt eat,just bought drinks.bus down to hougang stadium..the weather is cool this morning.anyway, enjoyed myself at the stadium,watching people run and stuffs. Did i mention that i was ganged by tony,jovi and jeremy.! IDIOT LAAA! damnn, bruiseee ! ): sobb . monday , your turn!

kinda had fun in class today,after school,was ganged by benjamin and jovi -,- dumb benjamin, help outsider,DAMN! Waited for drew And cynthia to finish their tests and works . Waited till 5 plus , they went compass for dinner, accompanied them .heavy downpour , I bus home， while I think they cab

Between the lines of fear and blame , you begin to wonder why you came

Lots of things happen in class today..mdm shannaz didnt come,had 3 free periods of english.Ss was alright,interesting but boring as usual (: I handed in my chinese compo! :) yay! chit-chat during chinese lessons. ok! gonna watch Chnl 8 TV now, ROFLMAOS! :D

Pe today was kinda fun i must say , starting to love pe like i use to. (: lessons as usual were boring and crazy, with that scorching hot weather, OMG , Snow singapore snow! after school stay-ed for chinese, things started to turn bad, and moodstorms was forming in some, "some" gott pissed Mr Lua persistant urging of us to hand in his work, and then a quarrel started. -.- it's kinda saddening to see it la. MR Lua , so sorry mans. Hope you would read my blog.
I know how you feel when the students misunderstood your good intentions for them.It must have been bad for you too. take things easy, you really shocked me just now. OMG , i like your teaching, but please give us at least a day grace of doing your homework, we have LOTS of homework.

heyyyooohhhs! physic today was kinda boring, maybe it's because of the heat too. Damn it, why is singapore just so hot compared to other countries. omfg, couldnt our school just install aircons in our class?anyway, after physic as english, and Mdm Shannaz didnt come, 2 free periodddd! PE , had 2.4km run, but i didnt though, gonna run next week :D ! F&N , went to the library to look at those recipes for Dishes that we'would like to use as Mrs Koh didnt come too , so many teachers are sick . -,-.Had Emaths test, die lo, lol ! Amaths as usual , questions and questions, after school went home straight with liying . Had my tuition, managed to clear some doubts about trigonometry, actually it's kinda a easy subject if you know how to use the formulas . :) just finish watching Vampire Diaries, nice showww! episode 17 faster outt ! BTW , did i mention that it seems like there is a pokemon craze in our class now ? it's fun though it's lame. lol! nothing much to post about ! that's it!
byeeee!

All around me

I finally found the topic to post now .. Seriously nothing is real in this reality, feelings, friends , they're all fake. The only one true thing that you could trust is yourself . Sometimes, I really feel like an idiot , trusting people even when I'm not so close to them . But nevermind now, at least I know that those people around me can't be trusted. Sometimes I have this urge to like expose everyone , you know . But Thats life ain't it? Even the most innocent people is full of fucking pretense. Oh gosh, mind fucking off. Darn realistic world._.

If only everday is like today ;}

Currently posting using liying itouch :) school today was kinda hyper for me. Keep on laughing and talking.. Was really super super happy today:) after school , didn't go for that F&N ssl, and liying . Co had their D&T ssl , bus to compass with aug,jess,kc and jerome .
Guess what when I got home? That F&N teacher called my parents telling them I didn't attend the extra lessons alot of time._.WTF, Ohya, gotten your retribution already? Nah,you haven't gotten it.hope that you'll get it soon :) say say say :> I knew it was you, just kindly fuck off my back, I don't need you to act friendly :D

things aren't so bad afterall ! :)

meet up with benjamin, dominick , bryan.L, weizheng, kangwei and drew at compass point . bus down to eHub to meet Jaslyn and Goldwin.We wanted to watch Clash of The Titans ( 3D ) but all the time was like full and the only one available was 7.15pm, due to some reasons we end up watching Whip It! Kinda a nice show actually . Szechi and Tony came to find us after we finish watching movie, and as we were not so huingry, we decided to go cycling. However , Drew , Dominick , Benjamin and jaslyn did not cycle. So the rest of us went cycling w/o them . Cycled around the park . after an hour we returned the bike and went to whitesands to find them as they went there to walk around. Went to this Hongkong place to eat . and we were seperate into two table, one tale consists of 7 of us and the other table 4 people which consists of 2 couple . well , i ordered the cheese baked pork chop spaghetti while dominick ordered cheese baked pork chop rice, and i ate his! OMG! so sorryyyyyy, didnt realise laaa! lol! >< .. after finish eating , spilt up , tony & Szechi went to shop , while some of us take 109 and the others 89 . took a few picture in jaslyn and drew camera's . kinda a fun day (: go out again next Friday ?