haiz..
woke up today....
check my messgaes..
didnt bother to reply some.. =.=!
obviously......
anyway the movie was cancel-ed..
so troublesome..
next time,
i would go myself...
instead of wasting my time asking around...
anyway..
thanks yishu and joel for wanting to watch it with me ...
but so sorry to cancel last moment. =.=

was thinking about some stuffs.
and i do really think that it's not worth it...
ahh..my mood getting worst..
so this might be my last post before i go into MIA..

byebye

not going out..
rotting at home..

thanks those who wish me Happy Birthday.

Joel.
Lynn.
Liying.
YiShu.
Ruby.
JiaFeng.
KaiTing.
Dominick.
SzeChi.
Tony.
Jasmine.
Rowena.
Vincent.
TianTing.
April.
YaoLiang.
YiQiang.
WenHui.
Drew.
Mr Yeo.
WeiJun.
Nixon.
Joyce.
Augustine.
Aunty.


lol?did i miss out any..sorry if i did ...stm..
anyway...after working..had some sort of "bash"
which turns out to drinking disgusting concoctions of water.and sauces.
but had fun la...thanks guys for that but was disgustingggg...MEMORABLE birthday..
walked home with joel and vincent after that..PUKE!!!!!!
slept at 2plus 3 am..
sorry yishu..fell asleep.!
went home..puke(natural) ok la..now FINE!

yoohoo

yay! Finally! My Birthday! :D yipee. Lols. Anw work just now kinda fun. But was busy sia. -.- lols.Tomorrow not sure working sia? Maybe go there slack can le.

fuck sia. Why now suddenly feel so emo like something is missing. Ahh. Nevermind .. Sadd .. I feel like shouting. Killing.go out.. Watch the skies. Count the stars..i WANT to M-I-A next week. Hais.. Nevermind. Bye.

i want to watch NEW MOON!!!!!!!!!
who december 3 can go watch??
ahhhhhh...
so niceeeeeeee

hahas!!
today went to work..
did the batch cook ..
haiz..so slacking and sian.. lol..
but it was not bad la..

around 11pm wanted to go home..
BUT
got alot of customers,
so need clear them all first..
help joel runner awhile..
and teck hong ask me to stock up..=.=!!!
nevermind lor.anww i so good..
then saw tio harrison!
OMFG>< sibei paiseh..
=.=
ice-cream machine damaged~~
need fix..
by the time it was fixed..
it was already close to 12am..
and 88 bus have gone!!!
which means no bus liao!!! -'- siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......
no choice lo..
walk home with joel.. =.=
he is CRAZYzz!! [shhhh]
super duper crazy..
he says the midnight mood!! siao!!!
screaming and shouting like drunkard!! .
but we had fun. ;P

ahhh!!!><
practically no time to go out nowadays..
either work or tired..
if tomorrow no work ,maybe i would go escape..
haiz...
so freaqking bored..
later working...
>.< !!!


shall update later'

hais..
staying at home all day is no fun at all.
it sucks.
totally sucks.
facebook till sian..
those who online msn.some didnt reply some are as good as dead. -.-!!

ahh.
its really freaking bored..
i used to wish that you would online msn everyday ..
and you did.
but it makes no differences to me..
cos you dont even speak at all.

well..
rotted at home the whole day..
laptop doesnt helps preventing me from rottingg...

ok..rotting fully soon..
fuck man.
this feeling sucks.
and it always affect me.. -'-

fucks.. no one there for me although it seems there are..
in fact.no one knew .
anyway thanks for those who cared ...


-szechi : cheer up okays? it will be okay de....
-tony : thanks! dude! ;D
-joel : ermmm...thanks for replying those lame messages.
-liying : i am half mia-ing now...


thanks for the friends are here message...appreciate it. :D

I can remember days
Things wern't always this way
I used to make you smile
If only for a whileBut now you can't get through
There's know way I can lose
I know some days are hard
But don't you make mine to
Cos I can't stand it when you come home
And we just fight for hours
But I won't show it
No I just hold my breath and keep things quite
Every little earthquake
Every little heartbreak
Going unheard
Every little land slide
Catch it in my hand
I wont say a word
Every time you hurt me
I know that's it's working
Making you mine
Every clap of thunder,Only makes me stronger
On the inside
How many countless nights
I try me best to hide
Soon as you slam the door
My tears fall to the floor
I know that people change
Maybe your not to blame
But must you burn a hole
So deep into my soul
Cos I can't stand it when you come home
And we just fight for hours
But I won't show it
No I'll just hold my breathe and keep thing quiet
Every little earthquake
Every little heartbreak
Going unheard
Every little land slide
Catch it in my hand
I wont say a word
Every time you hurt meI
know that's it's working
Making you mine
Every clap of thunder
Only makes me stronger On the inside
Every little earthquake
Every little heartbreak
Every little land slide
Catch it in my hand
Every little earthquake
Every little heartbreak
Going unheard
Every little landslide Catch it in my hand
I wont say a word Every time you hurt me
I know that's it's working Making you mine
Every clap of thunder Only makes me stronger
On the inside
Every little earthquake Every little heartbreak
Every little landslide Catch it in my hand

M-I-A

look at all those post last time..

i really do miss all the outings.

fun , joy & lauhgters..


spend time doing it and ,..

why?

for?
what was i thinking,,

OMFG.

i'm a retard,

yes,i am..

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

ahhhhhhhhh..
feels so great after saying it all out..
i rellly want to tell you.
but i just cant say it ..
i want to tell you that _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _!!
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ !!!!!11

ahhh..
sian....
byebye..
working tomorrow and the day after tomorrow..
thats all i wanna say.....

olalala

lol!
work have been getting me tired those few days..
but i must admit it was kinda fun..

aiyo.waiting for next week outing..

to relaxxxxxx myself..

ytd work with joel..
did fries,runner..
....
joke and play around when there's no customer..
....
slept at 3am?
woke at 10am..
ahh..
i want my sleep back><

-everyone
meet up soon la..so bored either working or staying at home..
zzz!!!

work just now.
ahh..
didnt know that a 7 hour work would be so tiring..
exhaust mentally and physically..
ok...
thanks joel and liying for accompanying though.. -.-

sua off to sleep since no one to message.
cya..

xoxo

thanks Joel .. Hahas. Thanks alot. . Morning at mac seriously sucks . Thanks joel. :D

ok here's my update like too so long. Its about 12am gonna sleep soon but i promised to update.. Went to orchard for that freaking show. Cant . So i went back home hoping mac still got slots.to let me work. And hurray. They did have. So went work. At home also nothing do. Lol. Then did runner straight. Hahas. Mac so slack today. Anyway. After work. Ate with joel. Zzz. And waited for vincent.. Which joel found out later that he cycle home. So we bused home. Aww.cannot take it wanna sleep. byes. xoxo

Happy Birthday Benjamin & Nixon.. :DDD
byes~


-Benjamin
hahs great to know you for 3 years.
funny guys.lol..stay cheerful always..
dont learn to EMO .. -.-!
lols. LOVE YOU!

xoxo


-Nixon
erm..nothing much to say lol.
but anyway HAppy Birthday..
:DDDDD

xoxo


Updating Later..
stay tuneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . :D

not in the mood but i shall post anyway..
went school.
after that waited for joel can co. to finish their art.
went to eat and stuffs..
wanted to wait for them to finish photography.
but somehow the skies darken and joel adn i decided to go home.
went home..
boring..
zzz...

some words i wanted to say.
but i donno how to broach the subject...
partly i dont want to say too.
gosh?what am i talking..

Fuck my internet connection..
fucking lagg..
ask ppl service in maple also scared sia..later Dc.
seriously i wonder whats the problem with singtel..
so full of fucking shitty problem..
please la..we pay to get good quality...
not frequent dc's or whateva shit.

zzz..enough of this shitty complains..
anyway,as usual was smsing yesterday..lol...
sms till i fall asleep.. which is around 11.30pm?
However,for some reasons which i dont know ,i woke up at 2.31am..
wtf? -.- ! cant get back to sleep so instead check my phone for messages.
and i have a pathetic 4! -.-!! hahas..after replying all messages..then went to sms joel..cos i know he would be the only one i know that would be awake at this time.and i was right..he was awake.which was a relieve for me..or else i woul ddie of BOREDOM. lols.. somehow i manage to reply my messages half-awake / half-sleeping mode?? lol..messgae till 3.57am .. which he ask me to count sheeps.and i was like -.- try to sleep and did.. :D finally. . woke at 7.30am.
wanted to go chemistry but somehow didnt.lols..blogging now..sians.

donno why but just feel sad this few days.
are secrets really meant to be untold?
i really wish to tel lmy secret to someone you know.
the feeling of it bottling up inside.is quite unbearable sometimes.
gosh,anyone. KILL ME.

Down Down Down

start from the night ,
was msging till i fall asleep!
PAISEH for those who i was messaging!><
went for emaths extra lessons..
lools..
ate...went compass wait for cynthia to pass the book to me..
thanks! ;D.
read til halfway..
went home.
read till sleep.
lols..fking tired la..
woke up at 3pm.
use-d computer...
msn with peepos.

going off le.
bye!. D;

OK!
today..
went to Chemistry..
talk and learn..
lools..
ended at 11am.
then went outside art room to wait for Co.
wait-ed till 12pm..
went compass with Liying which came just when the art students were released.. -.-!
benjamin treat me cupwalker..
THANKS! ;D
lols.. liying szechi jaslyn weizheng kangwei ate..
while we watch..
while those ppl were ordering foods..
JOEL was playing around with YUANFENG..
and he was being like kinda spin round by yuanfeng..
while spinning...
a BIG GIRL IN RED walk pass..
and that JOEL just slam onto the girl.
OMG! the expression on the GIRL and JOEL was priceless!!!!
it was fking funny and paiseh!
lols..
the girl half laid on the floor with her books beside her and was struggling to get up! !
hahahs! { evil me }

after that .. went to rivervale plaze with jaslyn,szechi,liying ,joel and benjamin.
as we need to confirm our schedule..
walk home-d with them..
was lauging non stop cos thinking of JOEL incident.
omg la..
JOEL ARH JOEL!!
lols!!! :DD
walked liying and joel home..
followed by contacts lens.
homed..
lols!



18th nov ( wednesday )

MAC @ 5PM-10/11PM

19th nov ( thursday )

MAC @ 5pm-10/11pm

21th nov ( saturday )

MAC @ 5pm-10pm

22th nov ( sunday )

MAC @ 8am-12/1pm

okok..
shortie post..
work yesterday..
was kinda fun la..
and i do mean fun..
did runner straight..
run for April followed by yishu..
when there's no customers we talk alot.,
well.knew one new pp from our school also..
OUR JUNIOR!
Muahaha..!
welcome ;D

ok la..he was kinda outgoing and stuff.
lol..
dont know what i am posting too.
anw i just love the way it is.


Pon work today.. D;
sorry ehs.

pictures of yesterday..

gonna kope some later..

sorry for the bad quality of my phone! ;D

hanks for the outing.

make my mood go UPPPPPPPP!! :D

heyohs..all freakoS!
music list updated..
byebye!

haha..today gonna be a long post if possible!played com in the morning.around 10.45am prepare all the things for sentosa!then proceed to compass point to meet yangle,jaslyn,drew,weizheng,dominick,benjamin,kangwei,goldwin.hahas.omg la.yangle actually reached there early..went to cupwalker while waiting for weijun bought apple milk tea gosh it sucks! :X called weijun eventually and guess what? He was still sleeping. So , we went to Harbourfront first. Went there was drizziling abit, so went daiso to buy things. Bought the earpiece thingy ,FINALLY! :D . Took the monorail to sentosa. Weijun called and said he reaching. Told him to meet us there. We reach-ed then someone suggested to take the tramp ok lohs. BUT the tramp is going to the opposite of where we are going . We wanted to go palawan beach but instead it went siloso beach. Took the tramp back.. Waited for weijun as he reaching also.walked to palawan instead. Weijun,goldwin,benjamin went to change clothes . While ben went to eat as he need eat medicine.the rest went to have fun. Yangle "5" dollar note flew out! It do have Wings! went to soak in the water.hahas.. Played with dom. -.- so crazy.. Then around 4.30pm left there bathed..went to Vivo to have our dinner. Had Ramen ,forgot the name! :D after that went to the playground there to have fun. Omg! We were so crazy. Cam a few pictures. Waiting for jaslyn to post. Dont eat photos arhs jaslyn! :X , Weijun went home. While the rest go walk.. Went to Candy Empire drew was feelin sick, take care ohs.. Train-ed home .. So quiet didnt talk much. Sadden. Pictures will be posted later as i am using phone to blog now. And waiting for jaslyn photos. Long post indeed! :D

M-I-A
continue to tag anyways "/

Happy Birthday
TO
Jerad & ShiHui..

doubt they knew i had a blog ..nah..
but nevermind..
Stay happy..
nothing much elso to say..
feeling so low today...