I wanna watch Clash Of The Titans (1st April )!
i hate being bored .
Being bored makes me think about the past.
have been reading through my posts and messages.
i miss those times.
Strangers to Friends, Friends to Best Friends,
Best Friends to Strangers.
why ??
can anyone please tell me ?
what did i do ?
if time could rewind, let's just go back to the time where i got to know you.
awww , this feeling sucks.
I hate my phone .
i hate my phone for deleting all those past messages i have.
i fucking hate you.
all those thousands of message deleted for nothing .
凸you.
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Saturday, March 13, 2010
okay (: updated my blog links and stuffs.
wanted to change blogskin but like what szechi says , simple is nice (:
so.. shall just stick to this blogskin aye! (:
well, seen quite a few post on friends. and this i what i would always think of when i say friend!
I miss the times in secondary 1 , where most of us are sooo naive and innocent . I would often think of how i get to know some of my friends , hahs ! Those memories really do makes me smile whenever i think of them ! Everyone's like so friendly when we're in secondary 1 ! But now , look around you and see , 用心去感觉 , who are those who are there when you need them . Who backstab you when you trust them . It's those whom you call "best " friend. Yes , i know who backstab me and who are true , but i try not to think of those stuffs as it would always make me feel so moody and in the end , i would attitude those around me . However , what puzzles me most is those who backstab you , speak bad of you , spread rumours and yet , they are close to you. and after doing all those things, they would act as if nothing happened at all . I mean , what's the point ? and Oh yes, Not only girls backstab you , Guys do too (: i finally know that guys do backstab you too . ROFL! (: it took me ages to figure out (: LMAOS! (: haha, and i often do ask those friends around me this " when i quarrel with someone , why didn't you side them ? i though you're closer to them ? " and some would reply " lol, it's not even my business , i don't care " . I am really happy to hear these words coming out from their mouth (: it really do makes me happy . Somehow , i always thought that i have made a wrong choice of choosing friends when i'm in Sec 1 , i think some of you know what i'm saying . If only time could rewind , really , i would treasure every second of it . Even it means going through all those pain again . I do appreciate some friends although we dont usually hang out together , yes , i do appreciate you guys (: thanks for the fun and laughter you guys have given me . Much appreciated (: and i love texting more than anything else , but often i would worry that i would be a nuisance or as you know, some people don't reply to messages (: Most of my friendship started by texting , hahs ! however,those friendship don't lasts. Can Broken Friendship really be salvaged?
Looking forward to sentosa on monday! (:
wanted to change blogskin but like what szechi says , simple is nice (:
so.. shall just stick to this blogskin aye! (:
well, seen quite a few post on friends. and this i what i would always think of when i say friend!
I miss the times in secondary 1 , where most of us are sooo naive and innocent . I would often think of how i get to know some of my friends , hahs ! Those memories really do makes me smile whenever i think of them ! Everyone's like so friendly when we're in secondary 1 ! But now , look around you and see , 用心去感觉 , who are those who are there when you need them . Who backstab you when you trust them . It's those whom you call "best " friend. Yes , i know who backstab me and who are true , but i try not to think of those stuffs as it would always make me feel so moody and in the end , i would attitude those around me . However , what puzzles me most is those who backstab you , speak bad of you , spread rumours and yet , they are close to you. and after doing all those things, they would act as if nothing happened at all . I mean , what's the point ? and Oh yes, Not only girls backstab you , Guys do too (: i finally know that guys do backstab you too . ROFL! (: it took me ages to figure out (: LMAOS! (: haha, and i often do ask those friends around me this " when i quarrel with someone , why didn't you side them ? i though you're closer to them ? " and some would reply " lol, it's not even my business , i don't care " . I am really happy to hear these words coming out from their mouth (: it really do makes me happy . Somehow , i always thought that i have made a wrong choice of choosing friends when i'm in Sec 1 , i think some of you know what i'm saying . If only time could rewind , really , i would treasure every second of it . Even it means going through all those pain again . I do appreciate some friends although we dont usually hang out together , yes , i do appreciate you guys (: thanks for the fun and laughter you guys have given me . Much appreciated (: and i love texting more than anything else , but often i would worry that i would be a nuisance or as you know, some people don't reply to messages (: Most of my friendship started by texting , hahs ! however,those friendship don't lasts. Can Broken Friendship really be salvaged?
Looking forward to sentosa on monday! (:
Friday, March 12, 2010
meet up with liying, augustine, jerome, drew in the morning.
walk to anchorvale CC.
was kinda fooling around at the Drive throught station. (:
they had their breakfast.
while the rest was just sitting around.
cross country.
did try my best,
but didint get top 60 -,-
nvm, shall try again next year aye! (:
had end of term talk,
after school,
went compass to had lunch (: !
Sentosaaa on mondayyy ! yayyY! (:
walk to anchorvale CC.
was kinda fooling around at the Drive throught station. (:
they had their breakfast.
while the rest was just sitting around.
cross country.
did try my best,
but didint get top 60 -,-
nvm, shall try again next year aye! (:
had end of term talk,
after school,
went compass to had lunch (: !
Sentosaaa on mondayyy ! yayyY! (:
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
arghh!
what theee fucckkk sia!
so unlucky today sia!
as you guys know i always take the bus that comes at 6.58am.( now you know )
but today , i took the bus that came at 6.48am as i reached the bus stop earlier,
was kinda happy cos i knew i would reach school much much earlier , meaning that i could go to class and sleep as it was a rainy day!
that when the bus spoils my plan! ><
well, it started moving and i was kinda puzzled by the slow movement of the bus.
and i was thinking " hmm, do this driver even know how to drive a bus? "
thats when the driver stop the bus and he began to Open & Close the door of the bus,
i was like ? what happen? and i saw that the backdoor of the bus couldnt close and hence the slow speed of the bus.
okay, being the understanding type , i waited patiently for the driver to solve the problem.
after trying for about 10 minutes,
he told us that we have to transfer bus and wait for another bus.
so much time wasted . WTF!!
luckily another bus arrived -,-!
reached school at about 7.22am. wth-.-! );
anyway school today was kinda ok?
at least i could laugh and joke .
hehe!(:
stayed back for GEO / SS filing .
ahh! Fucked up with all those lost notes and whatever!
so liying and i decided to cab to ben house to photocopy all those notes. (: hehe!
cab back to school at about 3.30pm.
slack around and went home.
hmm , thats all?
didnt audi today.
hahas! no mood! instead i hunted for movies to download to my phone!.
and i gotten a few ! or 6 to be exact! (:
AHHH! needa go to X-Country on friday.
-,-! promised ): cant break it aye?
what theee fucckkk sia!
so unlucky today sia!
as you guys know i always take the bus that comes at 6.58am.( now you know )
but today , i took the bus that came at 6.48am as i reached the bus stop earlier,
was kinda happy cos i knew i would reach school much much earlier , meaning that i could go to class and sleep as it was a rainy day!
that when the bus spoils my plan! ><
well, it started moving and i was kinda puzzled by the slow movement of the bus.
and i was thinking " hmm, do this driver even know how to drive a bus? "
thats when the driver stop the bus and he began to Open & Close the door of the bus,
i was like ? what happen? and i saw that the backdoor of the bus couldnt close and hence the slow speed of the bus.
okay, being the understanding type , i waited patiently for the driver to solve the problem.
after trying for about 10 minutes,
he told us that we have to transfer bus and wait for another bus.
so much time wasted . WTF!!
luckily another bus arrived -,-!
reached school at about 7.22am. wth-.-! );
anyway school today was kinda ok?
at least i could laugh and joke .
hehe!(:
stayed back for GEO / SS filing .
ahh! Fucked up with all those lost notes and whatever!
so liying and i decided to cab to ben house to photocopy all those notes. (: hehe!
cab back to school at about 3.30pm.
slack around and went home.
hmm , thats all?
didnt audi today.
hahas! no mood! instead i hunted for movies to download to my phone!.
and i gotten a few ! or 6 to be exact! (:
AHHH! needa go to X-Country on friday.
-,-! promised ): cant break it aye?
Monday, March 8, 2010
Friday, March 5, 2010
Thursday, March 4, 2010
many wrong choices made in life.
i just wanna things to be right.
to be like last time.
back to all those peaceful times.
where there are no arguements.
laughter would filled me.
but now?
only sadness , regretness, and hatred for myself..
hate myself for trusting all those whom i though i could trust.
i really hate myself for trusting them,
and of course myself too.
for trusting them.
but that's what people want isnt it?
they want you to trust them,
and you did .
But what did they do?
they betrayed you ?
for what?
pleasure? happiness of seeing other people in pain ?
feel superior because of it?
nahs.
that what humans do.
i admit i did too.
but i always would feel fucking guilthy and sad,
but i learnt from my mistakes.
i do really really treasure my friend .
i really really do.
but do they treasure me?
i would always wonder.
why are humans so easily influenced ?
till now,i still cant figure it out.
leave it,
forget about it.
if only time could just rewind
i have been giving so much,
and all i want is just appreciation.
but do they ?
i just wanna things to be right.
to be like last time.
back to all those peaceful times.
where there are no arguements.
laughter would filled me.
but now?
only sadness , regretness, and hatred for myself..
hate myself for trusting all those whom i though i could trust.
i really hate myself for trusting them,
and of course myself too.
for trusting them.
but that's what people want isnt it?
they want you to trust them,
and you did .
But what did they do?
they betrayed you ?
for what?
pleasure? happiness of seeing other people in pain ?
feel superior because of it?
nahs.
that what humans do.
i admit i did too.
but i always would feel fucking guilthy and sad,
but i learnt from my mistakes.
i do really really treasure my friend .
i really really do.
but do they treasure me?
i would always wonder.
why are humans so easily influenced ?
till now,i still cant figure it out.
leave it,
forget about it.
if only time could just rewind
i have been giving so much,
and all i want is just appreciation.
but do they ?
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Monday, March 1, 2010
1st day of common test,
good luck guys,
seems like i was the only one taking it too lightly. -.-
cant be help!
But i will study alright,
i must somehow get good grades . -.-
went to pizza hut after school with liying and co.
parted after eating,
went to Hougang mall,
and home.
start to stone infront of com.-.-
shall not happen from tomorrow onwards.
Emaths and Chinese papers tomorrow,
Good Luck guys ♥!
good luck guys,
seems like i was the only one taking it too lightly. -.-
cant be help!
But i will study alright,
i must somehow get good grades . -.-
went to pizza hut after school with liying and co.
parted after eating,
went to Hougang mall,
and home.
start to stone infront of com.-.-
shall not happen from tomorrow onwards.
Emaths and Chinese papers tomorrow,
Good Luck guys ♥!
Friday, February 26, 2010
hmm,
kinda lots of thing happen?
but not bothering to think about them too (:
hahas..
kinda hardworking?
did my homework and stuffs.
and miracally i even go for PE lessons,
starting to love it TTM!
PE lessons! , here i come!
if only PE was such fun every lesson,
doing training, instead of those Fuggling activities!
went to pizza hut after school,
didn't eat,
instead i think i sort of EMO and went home?
my sis going overboard today,
and i didn't even went to sent her off,
hey, sorry Sis,
i just don't like the feeling of separation,
miss ya lots ! ♥
enjoy your trip , cya on mar 8!
hopefully ,buy things for me! (:
i think she about to check in soon 11pm
and will be over Singapore skies at 1am?
hahs! i would be sleeping by then,
how i miss the feeling when you're in a plane!
was playing audition this few days,
kinda lots of things happen,
hahs!
met new friends, (:
friends are never enough for me,
i like making new friends, ( like who doesn't like -,- )
but somehow I'm just feeling down lately,
don't feel like talking much,
distancing myself from everything.
"Friends are not for forever"
or some sort.
that's what Joel used to say,
and i would always say NO,friends are for forever!
but ,
Now,i knew i was wrong .
Friendship between Joel and me didn't last long.
For some reason i don't know too?
maybe i know, but I'm just refusing to face it.
but , life's still have to go on.
Sometimes, i would think of all those happy times with my friends,
and i would often feel sad after thinking.
i really just miss those happy times,
when things are just so nice,
laughing , crapping , joking , playing,
Hahas! I must be mad !It's Impossible !
i hate people giving me that cold look,
i simply hate it!.
and please tell me if you're unhappy with me,
no point saying behind me and giving me that smiling face in front of me,
it just simply DISGUST me.
you friendly , i friendly.
you nasty, trust me, you would end up worst , ( Sooner or later )
kinda lots of thing happen?
but not bothering to think about them too (:
hahas..
kinda hardworking?
did my homework and stuffs.
and miracally i even go for PE lessons,
starting to love it TTM!
PE lessons! , here i come!
if only PE was such fun every lesson,
doing training, instead of those Fuggling activities!
went to pizza hut after school,
didn't eat,
instead i think i sort of EMO and went home?
my sis going overboard today,
and i didn't even went to sent her off,
hey, sorry Sis,
i just don't like the feeling of separation,
miss ya lots ! ♥
enjoy your trip , cya on mar 8!
hopefully ,buy things for me! (:
i think she about to check in soon 11pm
and will be over Singapore skies at 1am?
hahs! i would be sleeping by then,
how i miss the feeling when you're in a plane!
was playing audition this few days,
kinda lots of things happen,
hahs!
met new friends, (:
friends are never enough for me,
i like making new friends, ( like who doesn't like -,- )
but somehow I'm just feeling down lately,
don't feel like talking much,
distancing myself from everything.
"Friends are not for forever"
or some sort.
that's what Joel used to say,
and i would always say NO,friends are for forever!
but ,
Now,i knew i was wrong .
Friendship between Joel and me didn't last long.
For some reason i don't know too?
maybe i know, but I'm just refusing to face it.
but , life's still have to go on.
Sometimes, i would think of all those happy times with my friends,
and i would often feel sad after thinking.
i really just miss those happy times,
when things are just so nice,
laughing , crapping , joking , playing,
Hahas! I must be mad !It's Impossible !
i hate people giving me that cold look,
i simply hate it!.
and please tell me if you're unhappy with me,
no point saying behind me and giving me that smiling face in front of me,
it just simply DISGUST me.
you friendly , i friendly.
you nasty, trust me, you would end up worst , ( Sooner or later )
Monday, February 22, 2010
Hmm,
kinda moody this few days,
but it's fine now,
thanks everyone for the concern yeah?
Saturday
kinda moody this few days,
but it's fine now,
thanks everyone for the concern yeah?
Saturday
Had flag day ,
waited for the tins for like a hour or so,
and we decided to go Vivo, to ask people to donate (:
But i didnt take the iniativeto ask people to donate,
cos i'was kinda sick and doesnt feel like talking ><>
But i didnt take the iniativeto ask people to donate,
cos i'was kinda sick and doesnt feel like talking ><>
Sunday
meet up with Cynthia and Jaslyn to do our homework at Rivervale plaza Mac (:
kinda had a fun time there, talking and OF COURSE doing homeworks (:
went home at about six plus?
and did my F&N research at home ,
but i was in Msn ,chatting the whole time>
school was completely fun today! (:
was raining Cats & Dogs after school,
-,- went to Pizza Hut to have lunch,
and thanks Cynthia for helping me to install the Ebuddy on the itouch! ♥! (:
and OF COURSE! thanks Liying for lending me her itouch! ♥ (:
i'm super high today aye?!
(:
hope this mood lasts! (:
kinda had a fun time there, talking and OF COURSE doing homeworks (:
went home at about six plus?
and did my F&N research at home ,
but i was in Msn ,chatting the whole time>
school was completely fun today! (:
was raining Cats & Dogs after school,
-,- went to Pizza Hut to have lunch,
and thanks Cynthia for helping me to install the Ebuddy on the itouch! ♥! (:
and OF COURSE! thanks Liying for lending me her itouch! ♥ (:
i'm super high today aye?!
(:
hope this mood lasts! (:
Friday, February 19, 2010
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
back to posting,
;x!
hmm, let start with what i did these few days.
so relax sia !
wake up at 9am, online ebuddy, chat.
go out to temple or stuffs.
msn- on the way.
reached home,
use computer, chat again,
it was real Fun talking to them, ._.
chatted till 3am before going to sleep,
and the next day would be the same routine..
;P
school seriously sucks big time,
lol! it's because i'm sick alright!
Flu + Cough + Block Nose + No taste in food!
seriously makes me upset,
went compass after school,
didnt eat as it makes no difference to me.
lol!
msn till now. -.-!
seems like today kinda alot of people is moody ayes!
cheer up though!
;P dont think too much.
._.
think i gonna give PE a miss tomorrow,
again, because of my illness and all.
wthh. !
;x!
hmm, let start with what i did these few days.
so relax sia !
wake up at 9am, online ebuddy, chat.
go out to temple or stuffs.
msn- on the way.
reached home,
use computer, chat again,
it was real Fun talking to them, ._.
chatted till 3am before going to sleep,
and the next day would be the same routine..
;P
school seriously sucks big time,
lol! it's because i'm sick alright!
Flu + Cough + Block Nose + No taste in food!
seriously makes me upset,
went compass after school,
didnt eat as it makes no difference to me.
lol!
msn till now. -.-!
seems like today kinda alot of people is moody ayes!
cheer up though!
;P dont think too much.
._.
think i gonna give PE a miss tomorrow,
again, because of my illness and all.
wthh. !
Monday, February 15, 2010
decide to post now as they may not be time for me to post later,
as i cant use com!
woke up about 9am today,
laze in bed,online-d ebuddy,
chatted with Cynthiaa and Z!
lool!
used com at around 12pm?!
continue chatting,
Z's really a great guy,
seriously!
LOLS!
i'm advertising for him!
lucky there's a 200mb mobile data plan for my phone!
which lasts for 6 months!
enabling me to online ebuddy!
everywhere. anywhere!
:D
♥ lots
as i cant use com!
woke up about 9am today,
laze in bed,online-d ebuddy,
chatted with Cynthiaa and Z!
lool!
used com at around 12pm?!
continue chatting,
Z's really a great guy,
seriously!
LOLS!
i'm advertising for him!
lucky there's a 200mb mobile data plan for my phone!
which lasts for 6 months!
enabling me to online ebuddy!
everywhere. anywhere!
:D
♥ lots
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Saturday, February 13, 2010
well,
as usual, had our CNY celebrations,
was kinda funny , esp those CNY songs.
after that went home to change,
before meeting up with yangle,weizheng,sixian,kangwei,bryan.L, goldwin.
spilted into two groups, the girls went bugis to shop , while we went to watch movie.
went to The Cathy , wanting to watch Percy Jackson and the lighting thief,
but -.- no more seats.
so in the end decided to watch The Soilder.
was kinda a nice show.
after that went to arcade cos they wanted to play..
but saw jasmine and co instead.
they were celebrating weiting belated birthday .
so join-ed them.
Btw, Happy Belated Birthday WeiTing.
went kopitiam to eat. -.-
cos they wanted..
had pepper lunch, service sucks TTM .
wtf.
anyway had fun today.
movies!
as usual, had our CNY celebrations,
was kinda funny , esp those CNY songs.
after that went home to change,
before meeting up with yangle,weizheng,sixian,kangwei,bryan.L, goldwin.
spilted into two groups, the girls went bugis to shop , while we went to watch movie.
went to The Cathy , wanting to watch Percy Jackson and the lighting thief,
but -.- no more seats.
so in the end decided to watch The Soilder.
was kinda a nice show.
after that went to arcade cos they wanted to play..
but saw jasmine and co instead.
they were celebrating weiting belated birthday .
so join-ed them.
Btw, Happy Belated Birthday WeiTing.
went kopitiam to eat. -.-
cos they wanted..
had pepper lunch, service sucks TTM .
wtf.
anyway had fun today.
movies!
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Sunday, February 7, 2010
lol.
okay la.
i finally found a darn blog which have been blogging about me.
and its like what the FUCK?
does it even concern u?
u fucking meddlesome b!tch.
ur mother never teach u not to interfere in problem which doesnt involve u?
maybe i thought so too.
c'b la hor ass.
say all your want la hor.
whether u viewing my blog or not,
i just wanna say.
that incident happen last year.
i repeat LAST YEAR.
although i know u would just say so what if it's last year?
but the problem is what happen last time is over.
please la hor.
then everyone past can be dug out and said and spread and spread la.
please do really consider other people feeling la.
as u type in your blog,
"Friends are important , but when you treat them too good , they'll treat you like shit . When they need you , they'll come and look for you , when they don't need you , they'll throw you aside , what crap is this . Treat them like gold , they treat you like poops . Sometimes , they don't understand and know how you feels , and then gossips and rumors are spreaded ..They can hurt you like nobody's business , and they don't give a damn . I know , i've been like this sometimes , but i do care about my surrounding friends... "
notice the ones highlighted in orange.
you said that yourself.
but u did it.
i know maybe u didnt considered me as friend,
but it's hurtful to me or to everyone else.
i believe u have been involve in rumours of this and that,
and you got hurt,
i believe u know this feeling.
Although its a fact i accidentally did it,
but it happened last year,
and for goodness sake,
new year nest week,
let bygones be bygones,
wth. ._.
okay la.
i finally found a darn blog which have been blogging about me.
and its like what the FUCK?
does it even concern u?
u fucking meddlesome b!tch.
ur mother never teach u not to interfere in problem which doesnt involve u?
maybe i thought so too.
c'b la hor ass.
say all your want la hor.
whether u viewing my blog or not,
i just wanna say.
that incident happen last year.
i repeat LAST YEAR.
although i know u would just say so what if it's last year?
but the problem is what happen last time is over.
please la hor.
then everyone past can be dug out and said and spread and spread la.
please do really consider other people feeling la.
as u type in your blog,
"Friends are important , but when you treat them too good , they'll treat you like shit . When they need you , they'll come and look for you , when they don't need you , they'll throw you aside , what crap is this . Treat them like gold , they treat you like poops . Sometimes , they don't understand and know how you feels , and then gossips and rumors are spreaded ..They can hurt you like nobody's business , and they don't give a damn . I know , i've been like this sometimes , but i do care about my surrounding friends... "
notice the ones highlighted in orange.
you said that yourself.
but u did it.
i know maybe u didnt considered me as friend,
but it's hurtful to me or to everyone else.
i believe u have been involve in rumours of this and that,
and you got hurt,
i believe u know this feeling.
Although its a fact i accidentally did it,
but it happened last year,
and for goodness sake,
new year nest week,
let bygones be bygones,
wth. ._.
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