arghh!
what theee fucckkk sia!

so unlucky today sia!
as you guys know i always take the bus that comes at 6.58am.( now you know )
but today , i took the bus that came at 6.48am as i reached the bus stop earlier,
was kinda happy cos i knew i would reach school much much earlier , meaning that i could go to class and sleep as it was a rainy day!
that when the bus spoils my plan! ><
well, it started moving and i was kinda puzzled by the slow movement of the bus.
and i was thinking " hmm, do this driver even know how to drive a bus? "
thats when the driver stop the bus and he began to Open & Close the door of the bus,
i was like ? what happen? and i saw that the backdoor of the bus couldnt close and hence the slow speed of the bus.
okay, being the understanding type , i waited patiently for the driver to solve the problem.
after trying for about 10 minutes,
he told us that we have to transfer bus and wait for another bus.
so much time wasted . WTF!!
luckily another bus arrived -,-!
reached school at about 7.22am. wth-.-! );

anyway school today was kinda ok?
at least i could laugh and joke .
hehe!(:
stayed back for GEO / SS filing .
ahh! Fucked up with all those lost notes and whatever!
so liying and i decided to cab to ben house to photocopy all those notes. (: hehe!
cab back to school at about 3.30pm.
slack around and went home.

hmm , thats all?
didnt audi today.
hahas! no mood! instead i hunted for movies to download to my phone!.
and i gotten a few ! or 6 to be exact! (:

AHHH! needa go to X-Country on friday.
-,-! promised ): cant break it aye?

kinda boring / fun in class this few days.
feel tired.
drained of energy! -.-
i wanna sleep!
but when i see the computer,
i know i wont sleep.
-.-
so,
hope that i dont sleep in class. (:

BYEBYE!

guys,let hope we scored well for CMT! (:

many wrong choices made in life.
i just wanna things to be right.
to be like last time.
back to all those peaceful times.
where there are no arguements.
laughter would filled me.
but now?
only sadness , regretness, and hatred for myself..
hate myself for trusting all those whom i though i could trust.
i really hate myself for trusting them,
and of course myself too.
for trusting them.
but that's what people want isnt it?
they want you to trust them,
and you did .
But what did they do?
they betrayed you ?
for what?
pleasure? happiness of seeing other people in pain ?
feel superior because of it?
nahs.
that what humans do.
i admit i did too.
but i always would feel fucking guilthy and sad,
but i learnt from my mistakes.
i do really really treasure my friend .
i really really do.
but do they treasure me?
i would always wonder.
why are humans so easily influenced ?
till now,i still cant figure it out.

leave it,
forget about it.

if only time could just rewind

i have been giving so much,
and all i want is just appreciation.
but do they ?

话总说不清楚该怎么明了
一字一句像圈套
旧帐总翻不完谁无理取闹
你的双手甩 开刚好的微妙
然后战火再燃烧
我们背对背拥抱
滥用沉默在咆哮
爱情来不及变老
葬送在烽火的玩笑
我们背对背拥抱
真话兜着圈子乱乱绕
只是想让我知道
只是想让你知道爱的警告
我不要一直到形同陌路变成自找
既然可以拥抱就不要轻易放掉j
我们背对背拥抱
滥用沉默在咆哮
爱情来不及变老
葬送在烽火的玩笑
我们背对背拥抱
真话兜着圈子乱乱绕
只是想让我知道
只是想让你知道这警告
只是想让我知道
只是想让你知道爱的警告

1st day of common test,
good luck guys,
seems like i was the only one taking it too lightly. -.-
cant be help!
But i will study alright,
i must somehow get good grades . -.-
went to pizza hut after school with liying and co.
parted after eating,
went to Hougang mall,
and home.
start to stone infront of com.-.-
shall not happen from tomorrow onwards.


Emaths and Chinese papers tomorrow,
Good Luck guys ♥!

hmm,
kinda lots of thing happen?
but not bothering to think about them too (:
hahas..
kinda hardworking?
did my homework and stuffs.
and miracally i even go for PE lessons,
starting to love it TTM!
PE lessons! , here i come!
if only PE was such fun every lesson,
doing training, instead of those Fuggling activities!

went to pizza hut after school,
didn't eat,
instead i think i sort of EMO and went home?


my sis going overboard today,
and i didn't even went to sent her off,
hey, sorry Sis,
i just don't like the feeling of separation,
miss ya lots ! ♥
enjoy your trip , cya on mar 8!
hopefully ,buy things for me! (:
i think she about to check in soon 11pm
and will be over Singapore skies at 1am?
hahs! i would be sleeping by then,
how i miss the feeling when you're in a plane!

was playing audition this few days,
kinda lots of things happen,
hahs!
met new friends, (:

friends are never enough for me,
i like making new friends, ( like who doesn't like -,- )
but somehow I'm just feeling down lately,
don't feel like talking much,
distancing myself from everything.

"Friends are not for forever"
or some sort.
that's what Joel used to say,
and i would always say NO,friends are for forever!
but ,
Now,i knew i was wrong .
Friendship between Joel and me didn't last long.
For some reason i don't know too?
maybe i know, but I'm just refusing to face it.
but , life's still have to go on.
Sometimes, i would think of all those happy times with my friends,
and i would often feel sad after thinking.
i really just miss those happy times,
when things are just so nice,
laughing , crapping , joking , playing,

Hahas! I must be mad !It's Impossible !

i hate people giving me that cold look,
i simply hate it!.
and please tell me if you're unhappy with me,
no point saying behind me and giving me that smiling face in front of me,
it just simply DISGUST me.
you friendly , i friendly.
you nasty, trust me, you would end up worst , ( Sooner or later )

Hmm,
kinda moody this few days,
but it's fine now,
thanks everyone for the concern yeah?

Saturday

Had flag day ,

waited for the tins for like a hour or so,

and we decided to go Vivo, to ask people to donate (:
But i didnt take the iniativeto ask people to donate,
cos i'was kinda sick and doesnt feel like talking ><>

Sunday

meet up with Cynthia and Jaslyn to do our homework at Rivervale plaza Mac (:
kinda had a fun time there, talking and OF COURSE doing homeworks (:
went home at about six plus?
and did my F&N research at home ,
but i was in Msn ,chatting the whole time>
school was completely fun today! (:
was raining Cats & Dogs after school,
-,- went to Pizza Hut to have lunch,
and thanks Cynthia for helping me to install the Ebuddy on the itouch! ♥! (:
and OF COURSE! thanks Liying for lending me her itouch! ♥ (:

i'm super high today aye?!
(:
hope this mood lasts! (:

i'm so fuck up today.
wtf.
wanted to post lots of things.
but i guess it's useless posting them anyway.
so. just let it be then.
-.-
feel like shouting now,
feel like going out now,
feel like telling someone how i feel now,
feel like having a H 2 H chat,
feel like slapping myself,

no point.
...

FUN!
i'm so happy today!
hahas!
nothing gonna spoils my mood! :P!

back to posting,
;x!
hmm, let start with what i did these few days.
so relax sia !
wake up at 9am, online ebuddy, chat.
go out to temple or stuffs.
msn- on the way.
reached home,
use computer, chat again,
it was real Fun talking to them, ._.
chatted till 3am before going to sleep,
and the next day would be the same routine..
;P

school seriously sucks big time,
lol! it's because i'm sick alright!
Flu + Cough + Block Nose + No taste in food!
seriously makes me upset,
went compass after school,
didnt eat as it makes no difference to me.
lol!
msn till now. -.-!
seems like today kinda alot of people is moody ayes!
cheer up though!
;P dont think too much.
._.
think i gonna give PE a miss tomorrow,
again, because of my illness and all.
wthh. !

decide to post now as they may not be time for me to post later,
as i cant use com!

woke up about 9am today,
laze in bed,online-d ebuddy,
chatted with Cynthiaa and Z!
lool!
used com at around 12pm?!
continue chatting,
Z's really a great guy,
seriously!
LOLS!
i'm advertising for him!
lucky there's a 200mb mobile data plan for my phone!
which lasts for 6 months!
enabling me to online ebuddy!
everywhere. anywhere!
:D


♥ lots

Happy Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day :D
lol.
made some friends during this few days,
super friendly. hahs.
really did enjoy chatting with them.
:D
hope to meet them soon. with cynthia!


somehow,when you gotten this,you would thrown that away.

well,
as usual, had our CNY celebrations,
was kinda funny , esp those CNY songs.
after that went home to change,
before meeting up with yangle,weizheng,sixian,kangwei,bryan.L, goldwin.
spilted into two groups, the girls went bugis to shop , while we went to watch movie.
went to The Cathy , wanting to watch Percy Jackson and the lighting thief,
but -.- no more seats.
so in the end decided to watch The Soilder.
was kinda a nice show.
after that went to arcade cos they wanted to play..
but saw jasmine and co instead.
they were celebrating weiting belated birthday .
so join-ed them.
Btw, Happy Belated Birthday WeiTing.
went kopitiam to eat. -.-
cos they wanted..
had pepper lunch, service sucks TTM .
wtf.
anyway had fun today.
movies!

well,
our a-maths 18 people group have been furthur divided into groupsof 9 each,
and we were taught by the female teacher,
lols.
her explanations is cute. rofl!
went to weijun house.!
bored TTM! ( no offence la ! )

argh!
my room is in sucha mess!
OMFG.
time to tidy sia. ._.
school was o-k..
lols..
._.
went home around 4plus.
cos of maths SSL and stuffs.
i manged to get my physics questions C-O-R-R-E-C-T!
which was to me quite an accomplishment.
:D

I DONT FUCKING GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOU.! :d

had dental check-up.
fine.
lols

lol.
okay la.
i finally found a darn blog which have been blogging about me.
and its like what the FUCK?
does it even concern u?
u fucking meddlesome b!tch.
ur mother never teach u not to interfere in problem which doesnt involve u?
maybe i thought so too.
c'b la hor ass.
say all your want la hor.
whether u viewing my blog or not,
i just wanna say.
that incident happen last year.
i repeat LAST YEAR.
although i know u would just say so what if it's last year?
but the problem is what happen last time is over.
please la hor.
then everyone past can be dug out and said and spread and spread la.
please do really consider other people feeling la.
as u type in your blog,
"Friends are important , but when you treat them too good , they'll treat you like shit . When they need you , they'll come and look for you , when they don't need you , they'll throw you aside , what crap is this . Treat them like gold , they treat you like poops . Sometimes , they don't understand and know how you feels , and then gossips and rumors are spreaded ..They can hurt you like nobody's business , and they don't give a damn . I know , i've been like this sometimes , but i do care about my surrounding friends... "
notice the ones highlighted in orange.
you said that yourself.
but u did it.
i know maybe u didnt considered me as friend,
but it's hurtful to me or to everyone else.
i believe u have been involve in rumours of this and that,
and you got hurt,
i believe u know this feeling.
Although its a fact i accidentally did it,
but it happened last year,
and for goodness sake,
new year nest week,
let bygones be bygones,
wth. ._.

FML!
so many things are happening..
its like wtf?
now i know some people likes to spread rumours.
telling u to like this person and hate this person,
please la,
seriously,
grow up la..
things that happen ages ago u could say it like it jsut happen yesterday.
For Goodness Sake,
New Year next week only.
or isit your brain having some sort of breakdown?
i think so too.
.dumbass.

kinda had fun today..
had vision check today.
english lesson i was like not able to do the essay la. ._.
cos i was holding back my cough and sneeze.
went to toilet in the end.
wtf..
think i will do badly for this essay.
:(
F&N was ._.
went for Physic SSL.
CMI la.
1 class CMI liao still 2 somemore.
Siaos...
...
went to Cp after school.
was joking and laughing like WTF,
jaslyn still want cheese fries?
homed and went out for dinner with mum..
:D

haiyo.
it like so freaking irratating la
what the fuck happen.
zzz.
anyway.
school was good for me this few days.
maybe its the mood,
maybe its the people,
maybe its the attitude,
maybe its the atmosphere,
maybe its about this,
maybe its about that,
maybe its about myself,
maybe its my attitude,
anyway,
continue with it lo.
i dont know whats wrong,
only waiting for someone to give me guidance.