time flies. exam is going to be over soon. and i'm starting to be in the exam mood -.=
i've been living in my own lie, saying that i dont care and bother about you, trying to forget you but instead i'm just falling deeper and deeper into this love.

it's too late , the feeling settling in.

it's good to have friends by your side, it's really good. but seriously you cant trust them. it's like either they are too busy wiht their bf/gf or other whatsoever stuff. what's more is that i dont even know who to trust. i dont trust anyone anyway. i dont even have someone to talk to. people say i have been hanging out too much with the girls, what's wrong? i want to find someone to talk to too. but is there any? A is B best friend. telling A stuff is akin to telling B stuff. then whats the point of telling? no use right? gahh, nevermind, dont give a damn about them anymore.

seriously, you guys dont know me well enough. it's not that i dont wanna tell. it's just.. too hard to say. truth hurts
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home at 12pm today, went straight back home, and i cant help thinking, some friends are just meant not to be friends. the more i try to forget, the more i cant. :(

computer is the only thing that could that my mind off things. and especially , you. today was happy :D seriously happy. sucha long time since . nevermind. maths tomorrow, gonna prepare.


what's trust? is there someone i can trust?

i made the wrong choice.

Happy Birthday SzeChi (:

had our chinese paper today , was easy or that's what i think so. went compass with szechi and tony after school, feel completly out of place as i was like the 'bulb' . -.- meet up with ben and co at LJS.well , all of them went home , leaving me alone at compass. and i did took my time to think. life full of choices, and Damn ! i have been making wrong choices all along. shall not elebaorate any further then. just that i learnt not to emo infront of people. i shall keep my happy face :D

i'm falling deeper. and i know i cant get out of this mess. FCK! i'm in no one heart

anyone boring day at home, studying? nahs, i dint study at all,seriously, i was just staring at the book. while watching videos at the same time. i know , i know, it's the exam period and i'm still as lazy as ever.just finish watching supernatural 20 & 21 and Vampire Diaries 21 , it really really superb! (: ok. I SHALL really really start studying tomorrow , i promise ? maybe ... (:

i dont know if you could be trusted , seriously, how i hope that you can really be trusted by me. gahh. ;x chinese lesson was fun today :D went english ssl. ._. compass after that, phew, smelly bus. WTF . I need motivation


stupid bitch , you gotta earn what you want. useless retard. at least i know what i can get with my abilities and wont go around yaking for thing i cant get. you want it, you gotta earn it. most of the poly students work part time to pay for thier school fees.be thnakful yours are paid for. go find a job for other extra things you want. dont keep on asking can do this or that. in other words , stop asking for money.

SIAN

(: kinda happy today in school. went straight back home after school -.- ! had my lunch at home, and puke all out ;x sians. gonna sleep . ):


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1.you're reading my comment
2.now your thinking that's a stupid fact
4.you didn't notice that i skipped 3
5.you're checking it now
6.you're smiling
7.you're still reading my comment
8.you know all you have read is true
10.you didn't notice i skipped 9
11.you're checking now
12.you didn't notice there only supposed to be 10 facts

(: kinda happy today in school. went straight back home after school -.- ! had my lunch at home, and puke all out ;x sians. gonna sleep . ):

school was alright just felt moody towards some people. i guess i just need more time. ._. went compass after school. had my bandito (: went home. tried to sleep but cant . 9664886

nothing much to post actually. just had a all-so-boring day in school today. had physics and chemistry test.i knew how to do some of the questions thanks to my tuition!(: stay for maths ssl after school and guess what? i DON'T regret staying cause it helps me to practice my maths which i know i would never do it at home w/o motivation from peers.and i did it myself (: woots! ^^ okay. gonna continue my maths paper now. i gonna give myself motivation (:

dont ask silly question , makes me doubt myself more -.-

today is a fuck up day.nothing seems to go right for me. went home alone today, as all of them was busy with thier stuffs. cant help but start thinking, life's really pathetic. wanting something but you could never get it. instead it gives you what you dont want most.

F&N today was total hell , almost all of us was chased to the library to do our Decision making coursework, which i have totally no idea which decent meal to cook , although there are lots of .ideas, but i just cant find one that i could really want to try and cook. ._. i think that's one of the reason I'm starting to hate F&N :x .CME was use to go through the class test paper.! hmph! disappointed.!PC period was kinda LOL! caught my Larvitaa! yaya!! hahahs. after school, had napfa test, was kinda sastified with my results, but i know i could do better. lol! :x went BK with tony, jovi and aaron. was bust training my larvitaa. and it evolved into pupitar! (: hahaha! anyway, today i was like in a crazy mood and was like blabbering like a madman. lol

decided to have my napfa test tomorrow instead. heard from some of them that it's kinda easy. but , oh well, who knows ? just gonna give my best shot . afterall, it's only once a year thing. LOL (: went Kfc after school, chatted, and home with benjamin. been watching desperate housewifes this few days.its kinda a nice show, really. Emotions and behaviours human never show. gossh, addicted .

487th post (:

lessons today was ordinary. i did listen ok! (: hahas! feeling v. crazy today. i don't know why too. lost my pilot pen i bought yesterday, was weird as i swore i put it on my table. anyway, it's a good thing too. ! at least i pilot pen really does makes the pen fly away . was kinda sad because of this and keep babbling nonsense.mother tongue as usual was talking behind. i wanna eat 68 bao(s) ... oops . i mean 68kg bao! after amaths went to compass with tony and jovi , walk them to their bus-stop . and went popular to get myself a file! Waaa, bought two more pilot pens. hope they don't take off away like their fellow friends.

doing my Geography and maths homework now, alone at home. boreeed! PERSEVERE!

byyyyeeeeee! (;
you never fail to make me wonder what are you thinking. ..

Life's just as boring as it could ever be.

no one to talk to!

hahs! back to maple this few days, was kinda lame alrights. but i got a new skill! Cooool!

CAught Lugia using 5 ultra ballsss! unlike 1 Master ball! ROFLMAOS!

thought it would be forever, but never.

reading past conversations and stuffs,
wondering how things end up this way.
how i wish, i really really wish,
that time could go back to july.

please la , do the right things at the right time la, stupid retard. think what? people scold you wan chup, fucking idiot. useless idiot. sight of you irks me.

back to posting,using laptop.It's mine!.posting just for the fun of it. anyway, it got worst. omg, DAMN! tomorrow it's monday, yaaay

meet up with liying in the morning, went to rivervale plaza Mac to meet augustine. he said he was alone there but just as expected, he lie to us! ;x , didnt eat,just bought drinks.bus down to hougang stadium..the weather is cool this morning.anyway, enjoyed myself at the stadium,watching people run and stuffs. Did i mention that i was ganged by tony,jovi and jeremy.! IDIOT LAAA! damnn, bruiseee ! ): sobb . monday , your turn!