ShitloadsofCraps.

2012-01-18T11:21:00.001+08:00

You would be the hardest to get over . Really . I don't know how you're treating me . Iike last time ? Thought all that was over

2011-11-09T18:19:00.002+08:00

Well , suddenly remembered that this blog have been left to rot for ages. and... here i am trying to post something, but the moment i logged into blogger, i lost the mood to blog!! ahahahaha , typical uhh... okok , so chinese O's paper is coming up which is TOMORROW , and I'm trying to score at least an A1 or A2 which i have to depend on my paper which is my best :))) and next monday is the last O level paper!!!! which is .... Combined Science mcq :DD after that, it's partyyyy time guys !!!!!!! vwooooo

2011-02-08T19:57:00.002+08:00

shit, i actually emo today. even for that short while. I felt vulnerable. NO. shouldn't be this way. it's not suppose to be me that's feeling that way, it should be you. yea, this should be the last time for me. actually. i feel that human are selfish, well, obviously, they are selfish. When they need you, they come running to you, after that ? they just throw you and leave you to die. alone and bitter. that's my impression of you guys now. everything changed, friends, relationship, family, well, not everything is supposed to be perfect , right? you just have to adapt to those situations, make yourself stronger. :) dont say that you're there for me, cause you dont. you just gave me those few words and run off, leaving me in the same depressed state. But, nahh, dont worry, when it's your turn , i would even console you ^^. omg, i'm becoming a hater, no, apparently, i am already a hater in people eyes. who cares ?! i'm me and this is me. i know there are those who really care, but, i just cant get those shit outta my head. i feel like breaking down whenever i start thinking, really. i just cant control it. i tried to stop thinking, but the result is that i would think even more. i dont want to either. i just wish that there would be someone. someone who's willing to listen to me, understand. but FML, there isn't and there won't be one. no offence meant, but seriously, i dont kinda like my classmates. Not that kind of meaning, but it's like i think some of them are just born idiotic. doing idiotic things and acting like one. LOL. nevermind. i seriously need counselling. really. damn. i dont know where to find one and the courage to go . DAMMN

2011-02-07T22:25:00.002+08:00

i often stop to think if things in life are really worth it , after much serious thinking. i though no, they are not worth it, but in the end, i would often chase after things that arent worth my time. seriously. no one freaking cares. shitloadsofcraps. damn. ijustfeellikegettingoutofschool!

2011-01-09T21:29:00.002+08:00

Store in charge changed from tomorrow onwards. well,i'll miss you guys , :) . all those happy memories:)hais, shall continue the good memories with the rest of my colleagues there:)

2011-01-05T22:34:00.004+08:00

well, second day of school. currently , i'm still keeping up with my cheerful attitude. but i think it's crazyyy !!! LOL!.. sad to say, changed of seating arrangement today :( sad ttm!! hahaa, i didnt talk much , therefore i'm still at the back of the class, my favourite seat!! but sad to say. liying left me for douglas!!!! LOL!! sounds wrong, but she left seating with me and went to seat with douglas instead ! :X anyway, Audrey seat with me instead! lol, gonna be crazy, brenda infront of me, jerome too. lolol. i think i would laugh over the slighest thing. lOl. :D haha, it's good to laugh you know, keeps you young^^ went compass to slack after school . and off hoomeee, shucks. set my alarm at 5.15pm, but slept to 5.55pm instead, nearly late for my tuition ... duhh. ?and damn, i'm addicted to the 7-11 hot chocolate. D: why doesnt our school have a 7-11?

upcoming events : Work on Friday , Saturday. :):):):):):):)
: O level chinese result on 10 jan.

to do : Be happy
: dont think too much
: Homeworkkkss! D:

F&N tomorroww . 9 more months. 9 more months and it'll be over, out of this damn school. get a good grade, go to a poly. meet new people. enjoy life. !! 9more months!! I CAN DO IT

2010-12-27T22:02:00.002+08:00

Went out alot this few days. money gone like waatterrrr.. omggggg!! Went to Jasmine house one Christmas:D funfunfun!! ton at her house, went home at 8am. slept till 1pm.. then went out for primary school gathering:D they go KBOX ! OMG, damn. i didnt sing at all. as you know. if you hear me sing, means you're very fortunate.. D: shall try to sing la. but can't get over the "stress?" -.- anyway after that, went marina barrage and talk till 1am plus. and cab back to buangkok to slack with peeps. seriously, i think my primary school friend is AWESOME. AWESOME TTM ♥ !

2010-12-18T00:25:00.002+08:00

well,today got back Ns level result. 15 points. i must say that i was so so afraid that i was not gonna make it. had Ms Toh farewell thingy too. as for darren. well, all i could say is. all the happy memories and fun would be remembered and missed. well, hope you'll buck up in whatever school you'll go. hope that you will succeed. saw kinda a few people cry today. makes me so emo. but well, life's a bitch, people leaving and stuffs. so why dont we cherish waht we have now before we lose another one? although we pass Ns, but there's Os , good luck all. ..
:(

2010-12-15T12:09:00.001+08:00

feel that i have neglected my friends. lol. why bother making someone else your friend when they dont want to? shall just stick to myself. sometimes i thnk. if i change to a more zi bi behaviour, will it be alright?

2010-12-15T00:52:00.001+08:00

i just get so pissed over stupid answers and questions. why? what ? wtf. it hard trying you know. making people your priority in life whereas they make others theirs. you think i'm what? robot? no feelings? wth. i m still alive and kicking here hello,? wtf. omg. seriously. dont give people comfort when you feel like giving and then kicking them aside when you're busy. detest this kind of people. mutherfucking piece of shit

2010-12-09T03:53:00.002+08:00

chalet wasnt as fun as expected. but however, it was nice meeting up freidns you havent see in some time. miss you lots you know. ? lol. i mean freinds -.- anyway. hope that i'll promote and see you guys agn next yearr..

2010-12-01T13:46:00.005+08:00

why sia. really eh. friends issue always fuck me up. JAs & clique. idk what to say. that benjamin and dominick -.- . tony ley. got jovi. become inseperable. fuck.. FUCK LA. Srsly. i think that i ought to be more social. really. dont give a fuck. live w/o anyone. yeah. fuck. FCUK. FUCK -,- -'- sua. Knnbccb

2010-11-29T19:23:00.002+08:00

Boring yesterday, practically rotting at home whole day. :x.
thanks Aaron for the movie anyway :)

and yeah , i dont know what wrong with me. seriously, you guys may think i'm weird or whatever fuk.but doyou guys ever put yourself in my postition and think from my point of view? yeah. i'm just being used for all of your entertainmen. i'm sure about that. need me, find me. dont need me, just throw me aside. thanks a million. really . whats the fuck is wrong with me. FK. seriously. i think i have mental issues. FML. FML . Fuck you. Why do i keep thinking? why ? Fuck.. i really need to let my frustration. why am i always the second , or maybe last? why why why?FK. yeah. use me for all you can now. cause someday. i;m gonan fuck your life upside down SO badly. but, now. i will just emo like a fuker.

2010-11-28T11:07:00.003+08:00

444th Post.
lol. guess that it's gonna be another day rotting at home? hais. kinda sad now, idk why also. shouldnt supposed to feel like this. but , i dont know why too. i know i love you, you dont know i love you. i want to tell you how i feel, but i dont know how to tell you how i feel about you. damn. Nothing is the same anymore. those who know me will know. i'm not the old me. i emo now, i get upset easily, i get angry easily, i get jealous easily. last time, all of this doesnt bother me at all. i would just laugh and laugh everyday. maybe i've grown up. feelings are shown more forcefully. but wheres my Guts? the guts to tell you i love you. but. i know it's one sided only. i'm kinda happy that for some time in my life, friends are there for me. but, now ? idk how to say too. but i've got a feeling that we've drift. all of us , yes. but i need you more than anything . too bad, i don have the courage to tell you :( hope that someday i do, and when that time comes, it would be two sided . :X lets hope so , right?

re-reading all my past blog posts make me so happy. but.. alot have changed.

2010-11-27T15:49:00.002+08:00

WOW! Thanks LotS! for treating me like a fool and idiot! love TTM sia! ♥ THANKS :D

2010-11-26T11:16:00.000+08:00

idk. but i think its best this way.

2010-11-24T11:25:00.002+08:00

feeling depressed now .

been reading people blog as maple is down. Was kinda happy that at least we all shared some memories together. however, things have totally change, didnt it? i dint even know when it all started. by those one or twopeople. then. it all changes.. majorly depressed. i dont know where i stand, why i exist for. what am i doing. waht i am to everyone. yeah,i know . people would probably say, ohh. emo again. heckcare. nah.i'm not emoing. it's just my thoughts. really kinda wish to enjoy this holiday.but well. impossible right? haha. actually i'm still kinda surprised that you guys would even talk to me. lol. anyway. yeah. continue to be hermit crab^x^

2010-11-23T22:38:00.002+08:00

seriously, i think its kinda idiotic la. not you but the things you do, er, you say you wanna work? ask me find. ok. then say no money. ok. BUt you no money still can go out siol?! ask you when find, never reply. wth? dont want find tell me la. dont like sixian ley. wtf. why also got things let me feel like a idiot. -.- zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. nvm.

2010-11-23T12:45:00.000+08:00

feel like we've drifted, friends from secondary one and all. kinda saddening. but this is life , isnt it? seperations. stuffs. hope that all wil be better .

2010-11-18T15:21:00.002+08:00

today i'm talking about love.
if you think that this is nonsense.then please. get out of my blog.

well. i think that relationship are just crap.i mean , well . you are happy and loved in a relationship. but seriously. do you guys ever see blogs of those who're in a relationship? there would be iloveyou.imissyou.iloveyouforever. blahblahblah.yeah, it's kinda sweet. but when they breakup. well it turns into hate words. i mean wtf? saying iloveyou forever and when you guys breakup, after a few months, both parties have new bf/gf and the whole cycle restart. -.- and i think that those who are over dependant on relationship are kinda naive. please. be independant. so what if the guy or girl leaves you? plenty of other good catches out there. yeah. feeling is important, but no point clinging on to someone who doesnt love you back. seeing things at same level is important too. else conflict would be endless.quarreling over small matters. and ohyes.i hate those people who love someone alot for a moment. and when the feeling fades. he/she start to see each other as an eyesore. wtf ? please. dont be so childish.can still be friends . -.- . okay. go back to rotting in maple. .. no life kid. yeah i know.

2010-11-15T21:55:00.002+08:00

gahhhh, stayed at hommee the whoooleeeee day. wtfzxz. wanted to go out to buy Stuffs in the morning. went there. then see the shop haven open. was thinking to myself. eh wierd ley. then i realized casue it's only 8am in the morning. super dumb la.-.- went home. rooted infront of the computer for 12 hours , eh nono , 15 hours. WTF?! :P wednesday outing cancel. is like wtf. -.- hais. nevermind. tomorrow maybe going out. hope that i'll have the mood to go? lol. not mood actually , is money! LOL! i think i have enough, do i? er, yeah, i think i have. lol. that's all? i think. haha. kinda happy with it this way too. seriously. not involving in stuffs. but observing as a bystander. Karma dude .KARMA

2010-11-14T22:14:00.000+08:00

LOL!
maplemaplemaple.!
i;m no maple addict! :x
haahahah.
kinda found something i dont have.

2010-11-12T22:17:00.002+08:00

HEYYOOO!!!

LOL! feeling so happy for no reason today?! it's good , ain't it?!! HAHAHAH!

yeah, pictures of Maple and Blackshot. Though i'm gonna update something interesting right?! :P LOL! i'll! next week when i go out !! :D What more can you expect from a guy blog?! :P

2010-11-09T17:22:00.003+08:00

ok, one decent post . okay?
try laa :D

ok, recently , i'm into maple AGAIN.
0,0 but now i'm playing bootes :D
heheh. i'm not addicted to it ! *cross fingers*
kindness makes people smile.
for example , in maple. sometimes, while walking about, ramdom characters would offer to train you. such small acts seriously do put a smile to my face :D it's like, knowing people still care and notice you.
not that i'm saying in reality no one cares.
fact is , i dont even care those who dont care about me ! right?
why bother looking for trouble and disappointment? :D
went F&N practical yesterday.
sweeettt! lolol . makes me worry if i would still be able to see Mrs Koh next year, kinda use to her nagging all these aye?
went home after that. borrinng . ><
wanted to go out today.
woke up, feeling so damn moody.
rainy day, caught a flu!!! damnn!
and there's O level chinese tomorrow ! argh!
good luck to those taking O level chinese uh!

back to maple again:D
lol. anything message me :D

we drifted.
we sepearted.
where's all the promises?
lies.

i feel that i've change. not for the bad, but for the better:D

friend uh!!
organise outing leyyy!
so borrrrinng.or worrk !
lets find work together before the O level students find work too!

2010-11-08T17:19:00.000+08:00

xNeurons :D
maple is sseriouslly so full of idiots

2010-11-08T15:14:00.000+08:00

this Holiday is so freaking boring.
wanna go out.
work.
..-.-

2010-11-03T17:11:00.002+08:00

why do humans have to grow old ?
why can't we stay 18 forever ?
why can't we be happy everyday?
why can't we get what we want?
why can't be friends with everyone?
why can't we have lots of money?

i really fear that one day, when i;m old , while recalling the past, i would regret my actions.
love you guys alot. T_T nooo, please. do experiments on me to let me be immortal

2010-11-03T13:00:00.002+08:00

fugg, i wan a job so badly. arghh. recently, everything have been irritating to me. waht happened to them ?! zzz. nevermind. i dont give a damn anymore too. as time passs, i can see how each people react to you. LOL. it's alright. i don't need all of you if you guys are like that._. i bet you guys wil see that i always say it's alright. cause it's the only thing i can say. friends come and go to you. yes, i can see that. how i wish i could secure a spot in your heart. Impossible

2010-10-28T19:03:00.002+08:00

wishful thinking.
afterall it's just my own wishful thinking.

Chapter 1 : Converting pain into Hatred

fuck promises.
break them all , ya ?
fuck. i hate to do it too.
but i think it's the best ? dont' you. heckcare

2010-10-26T20:26:00.001+08:00

yeah , yeah. feeling so fucking used. screw you fuck . it's alright. seriously. i don't feel angry. but just irritated. because, someday, someday . just when you thought everything is over. you'll never know what hit you. so hardd :D

2010-10-20T20:42:00.002+08:00

Moved my blog back to the old link already. lol . it's been so long since i update something recent, shall post fast ,( hopefully a long post ) before i don't have the feeling. Lessons have resumed , with the whatever bridging programme . i feel like shyt currently, i'm impressed that i can actually be "happy " in school :D trying to keep my feelings and attitude in control recently ! :D it's a good start that i'm trying. hahahah! but , there's still distractions around me. Hope that i can continue to control. Control control control. lolol. Holiday is coming , and i don't have any plans of enjoying currently, probably it's because of .... ANYWAY , i think i'm gotta find a job on weekdays to occupy myself and probably another on weekends to keep my mind off things and numb myself eh? :x that's just dumb. but, i wan moneyyyyy !! money = drinking , Shop spree , movieee !! :D :D . right now , let's just concentrate on working . :D

-4H
i'm sorry . Guys . i know that some of you or probably most of you dislike me right now. trying to change my attitude too. some of you say that when i disiao you guys, and you guys disiao me back , i will bueysong. but the truth is . If that's what you think, means you don't know me well enough. that's my -,- face, but it doesnt mean that i'm pissed . seriously. you guys may say that i'm finding excuses for my mistake or what. but that's the truth. i did'nt take the class photo because i really don't feel like part of the class during that period of time. it's just like the whole world is against me. Family , Friends , Cliques , Other many more problems. i'll understand if you guys are pissed, maybe some of you don't even give a damn. about the IDK what rumours, please just ask me face - face if it's true anot instead of pointing fingers behind me and giving me that 0O look. it's really irratating. i know i'm in the wrong for venting my frusration on you guys (maybe w/o me knowing myself ) and i'm really sorry. it's really awful for me this year. nothing goes right for me. everyone life's is unfair, but mine is totally Fuck up. thanks those who believe me. xx . trust me . i really treasure this class. IDK when you guys will see this post. but i really got a hunch that i'll not make it to sec 5 . Horray to those who loathe me ! :D i'm really really really sorry. you may think that why don't i tell you guys Face- face but i don't have the courage to. sorry.

- Jiahui , Jessery, Jaslin , Rowena , Szechi.
i'm really really really sorry about that incident. i know i;m wrong and awfully stupid and childish about how i deal with it. but. try putting yourself in my shoes. would you like to see someone status which is obviously saying about you flashing in your face? i may be over-sensitive too. ( trying to change that at the moment too ) sorry if i offended you guys. kinda upset with myself for this too. you guys are seriously great friends . blame myself for this outcome. sorry ttm.

and to myself. please control your emotions. please control your thoughts. please control your anger. please control your jealousy. please please. please. Or maybe God would just give me a Pill to make me numb to emotions? :D that would be GREAT . Forget it forget it .. i don't like being a emo freak ass.

2010-09-01T16:59:00.003+08:00

i prefer school when i'm bored at home.
i prefer home when i'm stress up in school.
i prefer going out when bored in school and at home.

hais,
give me one more month!
i wanna prepare for N's .
wtffuck. time flies.
i dont even know what i've been doing this past 8 months.
i guess i've been doing unproductive things.
i seriously miss secondary 3.
if i were to be given a chance again.
i promise .. i promise i'll study real real hard.
i'll salvage that f/s too.
if only ... time could slow down..
i .. really .. feel so sad when i think of things.
things that i could do something but i didnt. because of my attitude.
bear the own consequences.
haha. it's alright. i'll get used to it.
even though it hurts sometimes.
i'll stay strong. i'll ..
i really will.
there's so much things i wish that i could tell to that someone.
but whenever i think of telling that someone. i wonder what reaction would they give.

firstly , Pass N's. Screwed you.
secondly , Gonna have a hell of great time.
thirdly , break down and emo for a month.
lastly , bye.

2010-08-27T15:32:00.000+08:00

Day Left to N's : 12days.

went home early today,
since theres nothing for me to do.
feeling so damn sian.
:( hais.
nevermind.
no matter how hard i try, i cant make a change.
why?
is that so important to you?

nothing is impossible.
expect the unexpected

2010-08-26T18:25:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling so weird now,
no one can understand this feeling i have now.
:(

2010-07-25T22:31:00.002+08:00

Prelims this few days! wthhh, tomorrow is Maths paper ! Went studying with Co just now. Tuition was crazyyyyy! (: i think i'll do well for this prelims! *Pray hard* :D i'm happy with my life now. (: Happy with the friends i'm around with, happy with the laughter , the joy, the craziness, and the randomness. ! ^^ thanks guys!

2010-07-08T18:26:00.000+08:00

Emotions run wild

2010-07-06T18:20:00.002+08:00

School was just as boring as ever. =( but still i have to focus on lessons. Seiously , my results now is KNS sia. WTfck shit marks. zzz, can't even get promote with that kind of marks. -.- walk around the school after school, hais. just can't stop thinking about it la. what the fck is wrong with me ? am i like some fcking idiot or whatever .-.- if you can do that for that person, would you do that for me? nahs, i doubt so too. aiya, nevermind la. see how things turn out la. think too much also no outcome. =( SAD

Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I’ve tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice

Watch Eclipse with Jaslyn & Co. the movie was kinda disappointing. =( but at least i watch it already :) focus on my studies now:/ haave fun going out , but something missing, cant stop thinking about you.

2010-07-01T21:20:00.002+08:00

today F&N was kinda okay. unexpected. at least i think it turn out fine? LOL. somehow found my motivation to study by Mrs Koh (: thanks uhs.

2010-06-29T17:51:00.002+08:00

this blog is like so fucking dead. sorry for my laziness. that's what i have been trying to change. although i did say that i wanna to have a new attitude for school, but i just can't seem to. i feel like a failure, putting my future at stake here. Seeing people around me preparing for the prelims and 'N' levels. Damn , feels like a idiot. fun is all i'm thinking now. childish aye? haha, in years to come i would regret. This may be my last post or what, but i seriously wanna give myself a attitude change.

i belong to where i belong , and you belong to where you belong.
there's no point acting like i could change this fact, in the end , i would be the only one getting hurt.

2010-06-20T14:59:00.002+08:00

it's boring this few days. commenting facebook status , watching videos, sleeping late and waking up early. BORED .. anyway , i wanna watch eclipse on July 1st. ^^ ! ECLIPSEEEE

2010-06-16T12:24:00.002+08:00

went prawning at punggol end . Ton at Rowena house. Went Paris Ris Roller blading with Jinghui. liying ,szechi tony and end up getting a bruise leg. damnzx. fun. lazy to type out in details. wanna go sleep again.

2010-06-11T16:59:00.001+08:00

kinda enjoying life right now (: so i think ya, that it! stay happy (:

2010-06-03T21:40:00.003+08:00

one of the problems i have or i feared is that friends would be leaving me someday. it's like we got together as friend in some weird circumstances and those kind of friendship doesnt last long. we all got our own clique. and i know that we'll always stick to our own clique no matter what friends you have around you everyday. and thats what i dread most. call me selfish or anything. but thats who i'm.

tired of it. but i'm still holding on. what an idiot i'm.

2010-06-01T08:41:00.004+08:00

went cycling on sunday with liying , jinghui , szechi tony and jovi . hmm. went tony house after that , sleep awhile before going Jovi house. lol. fun fun fun. lolol... Went to watch IP man 2 with liying . tony . jovi . jinghui and sixian. went jinghuii house after that. hmm. now i'm feeling bored with nothing to do. Gahs :x

2010-05-29T21:53:00.000+08:00

Coming to think of it, i've change too. I've been choosing friends. Unlike the past. Idk too. It's like so damn selfish of me. But i wanna say, friends are important to me. However, none of them are true friends i guess. Friends or enemy. Friends of friends. You don't even know which is true to you and treat you as a f...riend. All the friends you have will someday go back to their own clique. Leaving you. This's life ,i guess. unfair unfair.true friends are rare.. Do cherish them. I hate giving people attitude. Seriously. Because everytime i do that i would feel bad. Real bad. But what's done is done ain't it? Hahas. I want to hang out with you guys. But i'm the extra one. That's what i think. Gahs, if people have know me from sec 1 , they would think i changed alot too . Happy go lucky last time, but now, attitude, emo, dao. Feel like shit. I hate myself for everything.自作自受. That's true. I lost a friend because of my darn behaviour. Have this urge to scream and cry and yell everytime i think of it. Finally, i'm crying now. Fuck myself. I don't attitude any people. Those i show attitude to are those i treat as friend. Too much attitude however can cause strains in friendship. And i'm ...sorry for that. I'm changing for the better. Gimme time. I'll change . thanks for tolerating my crap and shitty behaviour/attitude. love you lots okay? espically you

2010-05-24T15:54:00.002+08:00

sometimes i just feel that what i feel and what i do is two total different thing. i wanna do what i want to do deep down in my heart, but i know it's wrong. i act as if i dont care about you, but infact i do. i act normal around you, but deep down i want to tell you how i feel. but i know that someday you too will leave like the rest do. this world is unfair . why? nobody could fix this, only i can fix this myself, but i cant. i'm simply too into you.

thanks . words do count

2010-05-21T21:28:00.004+08:00

kinda a idiotic day today. wtfuck. stupid lame fuck. ah, nevermind. went compass after school. spilt with cynthia and co to join szechi and co. :D watch them eat while playing the imbecile test.thanks for the cheering up , guys. seriously, thought it's a few kind words or something, i was really glad to know that you guys care for me. went basketball. it's been a year since i touch a basketball.

love ya lots.

taste good, smells good, looks good!

2010-05-19T22:51:00.002+08:00

hahs, back from CA trip. had tons of fun. :D they wanted to eat sakae but it was under renovations. hahas, so went swensens instead. watch them eat. after eating ,walk around crappin and joking around.went Tampines mall with the girls as i somehow got spilt up. they went shopping , while i go slack. lol. goldwin and kangwei came to meet us only after jaslyn, drew, yangle went home. and we cabbed home :D
thanks SzeChi, Jaslyn, Cynthia, Drew, Yangle , WeiZheng ,Dominick , Benjamin, Goldwin, KangWei for making my day an enjoyable one. :D

2010-05-14T21:44:00.001+08:00

time flies. exam is going to be over soon. and i'm starting to be in the exam mood -.=
i've been living in my own lie, saying that i dont care and bother about you, trying to forget you but instead i'm just falling deeper and deeper into this love.

it's too late , the feeling settling in.

2010-05-13T13:34:00.004+08:00

it's good to have friends by your side, it's really good. but seriously you cant trust them. it's like either they are too busy wiht their bf/gf or other whatsoever stuff. what's more is that i dont even know who to trust. i dont trust anyone anyway. i dont even have someone to talk to. people say i have been hanging out too much with the girls, what's wrong? i want to find someone to talk to too. but is there any? A is B best friend. telling A stuff is akin to telling B stuff. then whats the point of telling? no use right? gahh, nevermind, dont give a damn about them anymore.

seriously, you guys dont know me well enough. it's not that i dont wanna tell. it's just.. too hard to say. truth hurts
ilyvvm
home at 12pm today, went straight back home, and i cant help thinking, some friends are just meant not to be friends. the more i try to forget, the more i cant. :(

2010-05-11T18:39:00.003+08:00

computer is the only thing that could that my mind off things. and especially , you. today was happy :D seriously happy. sucha long time since . nevermind. maths tomorrow, gonna prepare.

what's trust? is there someone i can trust?

i made the wrong choice.

2010-05-10T20:44:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday SzeChi (:

had our chinese paper today , was easy or that's what i think so. went compass with szechi and tony after school, feel completly out of place as i was like the 'bulb' . -.- meet up with ben and co at LJS.well , all of them went home , leaving me alone at compass. and i did took my time to think. life full of choices, and Damn ! i have been making wrong choices all along. shall not elebaorate any further then. just that i learnt not to emo infront of people. i shall keep my happy face :D

i'm falling deeper. and i know i cant get out of this mess. FCK! i'm in no one heart

2010-05-09T14:28:00.001+08:00

anyone boring day at home, studying? nahs, i dint study at all,seriously, i was just staring at the book. while watching videos at the same time. i know , i know, it's the exam period and i'm still as lazy as ever.just finish watching supernatural 20 & 21 and Vampire Diaries 21 , it really really superb! (: ok. I SHALL really really start studying tomorrow , i promise ? maybe ... (:

2010-05-07T19:46:00.002+08:00

i dont know if you could be trusted , seriously, how i hope that you can really be trusted by me. gahh. ;x chinese lesson was fun today :D went english ssl. ._. compass after that, phew, smelly bus. WTF . I need motivation

stupid bitch , you gotta earn what you want. useless retard. at least i know what i can get with my abilities and wont go around yaking for thing i cant get. you want it, you gotta earn it. most of the poly students work part time to pay for thier school fees.be thnakful yours are paid for. go find a job for other extra things you want. dont keep on asking can do this or that. in other words , stop asking for money.

SIAN

2010-05-06T16:18:00.003+08:00

(: kinda happy today in school. went straight back home after school -.- ! had my lunch at home, and puke all out ;x sians. gonna sleep . ):

10 facts
1.you're reading my comment
2.now your thinking that's a stupid fact
4.you didn't notice that i skipped 3
5.you're checking it now
6.you're smiling
7.you're still reading my comment
8.you know all you have read is true
10.you didn't notice i skipped 9
11.you're checking now
12.you didn't notice there only supposed to be 10 facts

2010-05-06T16:18:00.000+08:00

(: kinda happy today in school. went straight back home after school -.- ! had my lunch at home, and puke all out ;x sians. gonna sleep . ):

2010-05-05T17:59:00.003+08:00

school was alright just felt moody towards some people. i guess i just need more time. ._. went compass after school. had my bandito (: went home. tried to sleep but cant . 9664886

2010-05-04T21:38:00.002+08:00

nothing much to post actually. just had a all-so-boring day in school today. had physics and chemistry test.i knew how to do some of the questions thanks to my tuition!(: stay for maths ssl after school and guess what? i DON'T regret staying cause it helps me to practice my maths which i know i would never do it at home w/o motivation from peers.and i did it myself (: woots! ^^ okay. gonna continue my maths paper now. i gonna give myself motivation (:

dont ask silly question , makes me doubt myself more -.-

2010-04-29T18:18:00.001+08:00

today is a fuck up day.nothing seems to go right for me. went home alone today, as all of them was busy with thier stuffs. cant help but start thinking, life's really pathetic. wanting something but you could never get it. instead it gives you what you dont want most.

2010-04-28T21:18:00.002+08:00

F&N today was total hell , almost all of us was chased to the library to do our Decision making coursework, which i have totally no idea which decent meal to cook , although there are lots of .ideas, but i just cant find one that i could really want to try and cook. ._. i think that's one of the reason I'm starting to hate F&N :x .CME was use to go through the class test paper.! hmph! disappointed.!PC period was kinda LOL! caught my Larvitaa! yaya!! hahahs. after school, had napfa test, was kinda sastified with my results, but i know i could do better. lol! :x went BK with tony, jovi and aaron. was bust training my larvitaa. and it evolved into pupitar! (: hahaha! anyway, today i was like in a crazy mood and was like blabbering like a madman. lol

2010-04-27T22:12:00.002+08:00

decided to have my napfa test tomorrow instead. heard from some of them that it's kinda easy. but , oh well, who knows ? just gonna give my best shot . afterall, it's only once a year thing. LOL (: went Kfc after school, chatted, and home with benjamin. been watching desperate housewifes this few days.its kinda a nice show, really. Emotions and behaviours human never show. gossh, addicted .

2010-04-26T20:39:00.003+08:00

487th post (:

lessons today was ordinary. i did listen ok! (: hahas! feeling v. crazy today. i don't know why too. lost my pilot pen i bought yesterday, was weird as i swore i put it on my table. anyway, it's a good thing too. ! at least i pilot pen really does makes the pen fly away . was kinda sad because of this and keep babbling nonsense.mother tongue as usual was talking behind. i wanna eat 68 bao(s) ... oops . i mean 68kg bao! after amaths went to compass with tony and jovi , walk them to their bus-stop . and went popular to get myself a file! Waaa, bought two more pilot pens. hope they don't take off away like their fellow friends.

doing my Geography and maths homework now, alone at home. boreeed! PERSEVERE!

byyyyeeeeee! (;
you never fail to make me wonder what are you thinking. ..

2010-04-24T18:22:00.001+08:00

Life's just as boring as it could ever be.

no one to talk to!

2010-04-22T20:56:00.003+08:00

hahs! back to maple this few days, was kinda lame alrights. but i got a new skill! Cooool!

CAught Lugia using 5 ultra ballsss! unlike 1 Master ball! ROFLMAOS!

thought it would be forever, but never.

2010-04-20T21:26:00.002+08:00

reading past conversations and stuffs,
wondering how things end up this way.
how i wish, i really really wish,
that time could go back to july.

2010-04-19T21:08:00.001+08:00

please la , do the right things at the right time la, stupid retard. think what? people scold you wan chup, fucking idiot. useless idiot. sight of you irks me.

2010-04-18T13:16:00.002+08:00

back to posting,using laptop.It's mine!.posting just for the fun of it. anyway, it got worst. omg, DAMN! tomorrow it's monday, yaaay

2010-04-16T20:07:00.003+08:00

meet up with liying in the morning, went to rivervale plaza Mac to meet augustine. he said he was alone there but just as expected, he lie to us! ;x , didnt eat,just bought drinks.bus down to hougang stadium..the weather is cool this morning.anyway, enjoyed myself at the stadium,watching people run and stuffs. Did i mention that i was ganged by tony,jovi and jeremy.! IDIOT LAAA! damnn, bruiseee ! ): sobb . monday , your turn!

2010-04-15T21:10:00.002+08:00

kinda had fun in class today,after school,was ganged by benjamin and jovi -,- dumb benjamin, help outsider,DAMN! Waited for drew And cynthia to finish their tests and works . Waited till 5 plus , they went compass for dinner, accompanied them .heavy downpour , I bus home， while I think they cab

Between the lines of fear and blame , you begin to wonder why you came

2010-04-13T19:57:00.002+08:00

Lots of things happen in class today..mdm shannaz didnt come,had 3 free periods of english.Ss was alright,interesting but boring as usual (: I handed in my chinese compo! :) yay! chit-chat during chinese lessons. ok! gonna watch Chnl 8 TV now, ROFLMAOS! :D

2010-04-09T21:55:00.002+08:00

Pe today was kinda fun i must say , starting to love pe like i use to. (: lessons as usual were boring and crazy, with that scorching hot weather, OMG , Snow singapore snow! after school stay-ed for chinese, things started to turn bad, and moodstorms was forming in some, "some" gott pissed Mr Lua persistant urging of us to hand in his work, and then a quarrel started. -.- it's kinda saddening to see it la. MR Lua , so sorry mans. Hope you would read my blog.
I know how you feel when the students misunderstood your good intentions for them.It must have been bad for you too. take things easy, you really shocked me just now. OMG , i like your teaching, but please give us at least a day grace of doing your homework, we have LOTS of homework.

2010-04-08T20:37:00.002+08:00

heyyyooohhhs! physic today was kinda boring, maybe it's because of the heat too. Damn it, why is singapore just so hot compared to other countries. omfg, couldnt our school just install aircons in our class?anyway, after physic as english, and Mdm Shannaz didnt come, 2 free periodddd! PE , had 2.4km run, but i didnt though, gonna run next week :D ! F&N , went to the library to look at those recipes for Dishes that we'would like to use as Mrs Koh didnt come too , so many teachers are sick . -,-.Had Emaths test, die lo, lol ! Amaths as usual , questions and questions, after school went home straight with liying . Had my tuition, managed to clear some doubts about trigonometry, actually it's kinda a easy subject if you know how to use the formulas . :) just finish watching Vampire Diaries, nice showww! episode 17 faster outt ! BTW , did i mention that it seems like there is a pokemon craze in our class now ? it's fun though it's lame. lol! nothing much to post about ! that's it!
byeeee!

All around me

2010-04-07T23:04:00.002+08:00

I finally found the topic to post now .. Seriously nothing is real in this reality, feelings, friends , they're all fake. The only one true thing that you could trust is yourself . Sometimes, I really feel like an idiot , trusting people even when I'm not so close to them . But nevermind now, at least I know that those people around me can't be trusted. Sometimes I have this urge to like expose everyone , you know . But Thats life ain't it? Even the most innocent people is full of fucking pretense. Oh gosh, mind fucking off. Darn realistic world._.

If only everday is like today ;}

2010-04-05T22:53:00.005+08:00

Currently posting using liying itouch :) school today was kinda hyper for me. Keep on laughing and talking.. Was really super super happy today:) after school , didn't go for that F&N ssl, and liying . Co had their D&T ssl , bus to compass with aug,jess,kc and jerome .
Guess what when I got home? That F&N teacher called my parents telling them I didn't attend the extra lessons alot of time._.WTF, Ohya, gotten your retribution already? Nah,you haven't gotten it.hope that you'll get it soon :) say say say :> I knew it was you, just kindly fuck off my back, I don't need you to act friendly :D

things aren't so bad afterall ! :)

2010-04-02T22:58:00.003+08:00

meet up with benjamin, dominick , bryan.L, weizheng, kangwei and drew at compass point . bus down to eHub to meet Jaslyn and Goldwin.We wanted to watch Clash of The Titans ( 3D ) but all the time was like full and the only one available was 7.15pm, due to some reasons we end up watching Whip It! Kinda a nice show actually . Szechi and Tony came to find us after we finish watching movie, and as we were not so huingry, we decided to go cycling. However , Drew , Dominick , Benjamin and jaslyn did not cycle. So the rest of us went cycling w/o them . Cycled around the park . after an hour we returned the bike and went to whitesands to find them as they went there to walk around. Went to this Hongkong place to eat . and we were seperate into two table, one tale consists of 7 of us and the other table 4 people which consists of 2 couple . well , i ordered the cheese baked pork chop spaghetti while dominick ordered cheese baked pork chop rice, and i ate his! OMG! so sorryyyyyy, didnt realise laaa! lol! >< .. after finish eating , spilt up , tony & Szechi went to shop , while some of us take 109 and the others 89 . took a few picture in jaslyn and drew camera's . kinda a fun day (: go out again next Friday ?

Stop asking, start thinking ._.

2010-03-31T22:06:00.003+08:00

school today wasnt exactly good for me, as kinda lost in the maths ! i sucks at that chapter, gotta buck up on that chapter. -.- i think i have been like attituding lots of people ? but cant help it seriously , too many things on my mind, and i just can seems to get them out of my head . -.- had our green house cheer , super boring, although it's kinda time wasting . stay-ed back for supposed Geo ssl, but turns out that Ms Rai was late due to meeting or sort i think, and the worksheets she ask elyssa to give to our class, was not given to us at all . so she told us to do it over the WEEKENDS! (: hahs! home around 4.3pm?! been doing F&N for the past few HOURS! damn it , so many things to do. i think i'm stop doing it now. feeling tired staring into the compter. -.- Just be it .

ohya, tomorrow bryan's birtthday (:

unspoken words. do you know how i feel?

2010-03-30T19:44:00.002+08:00

kinda a bad day for me -.- nothing much to post anyway. just feeling kinda fuck up .. and somehow i just think that i'm treated like a idiot.. so just fuck off (:
feeling kinda idiot over my change of attitude so fast.one minute so fine and the next moment attitude -.- anyway after school went to find ms rai to hadn up my work (: then accompany nixon to wait for ms rai to finish her meeting and return nixon his phone ;P . waited for jaslyn .. went home with her... well. feel like talking now. -.- .. byeeeeeeeee

2010-03-27T18:51:00.002+08:00

woke up at 8.42am yesterday, use the computer for awhile before going out to meet jaslyn and co at clarke quay as they wanted to buy rock candy . they went to clarke quay first as they were hungry and told me to meet them there, luckily , Drew meet me to go clarke quay together ^^ ! they were having Subway when we reache there. and as cynthia and i was not eating we walk aroung the mall , looking for Rock candy >
meet liying below her block and went to school together.was kinda stupid to go so early as the school requested. reaching there 4.30pm. -.-when the concert starts only at 5plus. wthhh. anyway, the performance was kinda nice. but boring as it always the same old performance. :x was talking and foolinf around throughout the whole concert ! wanted to go to compass after the concert but it was somehow cancelled as all of us were hungry and we didnt want to wait for the food , so we decided to go home to eat. in addition to that, benjamin was waiting for Ms Rai to return him his money, and we waited from 7.45pm to 8.30pm -.- went to cheers instead, bought some things to eat (: and some of us bought a smallll tub of iceee creammm! (: went home, tv , and was feeling tired and sad ? so i sleep early ! lool

2010-03-27T11:51:00.001+08:00

had a dream last night,
only if it's true, it would be so good .. maybe i was thinking too much yesterday before i sleep that i get such weird dreams. -.- . no mood

2010-03-23T21:10:00.003+08:00

Kinda in a good mood today? School life is just plain boring. (: anyway, shall study hard. (:currently addicted to Hello baby! (: its seriously damn funnnyyy (: Nothing much to blog . (: shall post a longer post someday , if i got any interesting things (:

2010-03-22T21:42:00.002+08:00

Ahhh,
currently addicted to Hello Baby! (; anyway had change of seating arrangement. Time-table change too. Had a relief teacher for physics as Mr Koh have to go for re-service (: and i must admit that i'm starting to like Geo/SS . it's really kinda interesting. (: Chinese as usual was the most slack. But i kinda hate slacking though, if only Mr Lua could give us some challenging Chinese worksheets . wanted to stay after school to watch the rehearsal but somehow i decided to go home as all of them wanna go home, while liying have to stay for her D&T -.- ! Hoping tomorrow would be a better day ! (:
that's it! byeee! (:
♥

2010-03-21T11:55:00.002+08:00

went to harrison chalet on friday,
was kinda fun ..
but boring at the end ,
cause as you guys know , i'm anti-social ! ;P
anyway i cant stand the sleepyness,
so decided to go home to sleep as i would be going out for prawning in the noon,
and i seriously cant sleep with strangers that i'm not used to .
so i went home at 3am,
cabb-ed home.
fall asleep the moment my head touches my pillow! (:

slept till 12pm .
was seriously very tired !
use the computer for awhile,
went out at 5.40 to compass to meet jaslyn and co.
only 7 of us went prawning,
Dom , Jaslyn , KangWei , WeiZheng , Drew , Yishu and mee! (:
took the shuttle bus to punggol end there .
they kinda caught lots of prawn .
but i caught none! roflmaos!
but at least i got an experience alrights! (;
Dom and Drew caugh 5 prawns each!
Kangwei caught 3 or 4 prawn i think,
Yishu caught 1 prawn , well , i cant remeber the rest. STM!
started the bbq pit , Poor yishu ,
she could only eat Otahs as she had chickenpox and cant eat chicken and seafood! .
Jaslyn , Drew and Yishu took the 10.15 pm shuttlebus back to compass as they need to go home early . the rest of us continued prawning and cooking.
we didnt really eat the prawn as it's tasteless,
so we took two prawns for ourself and give the rest to people .
after we finish cooking our food ,
we put the two prawns with the charcoal .
rofl! the prawns became black. (:
oh! did i mention that those prawns were handled by Kangwei?
he was the one who cut the legs and skewer them ! (:
hahaha! Cabbed home at 11+ as the last bus was 10.30pm and we miss it .
well, kinda fun (:

bye! Back to watching movies ! (:

2010-03-17T21:08:00.002+08:00

Had chinese Remedial today!
slightly late for it ,
but guess what,
when i reach there.
i suddenly sorta remember i need not go for chinese remedial.
and i was like WTF!?
waste my time and energy.
omgomg!
i should have known la!
i so clever , surely i would not need to go for chinese remiedial!
come'on It's Chinese!
well , after chinese , there was suppose to have a english remedial.
but i think most of us decided to give it a miss (;
went to compasspoint mac with a large Co.
lazy to name out , okay (:
didnt eat.
homed with drew .
and i have been watchin supernatural / Heroes all noon (:

i got nothing to say ._.

2010-03-16T18:36:00.002+08:00

compare compare compare,
when do parents ever stop comparing.
just fucking stop comparing.
idiots.
you could compare us to other kids.
why cant we compare you?
so just Shut The Fuck Up.

2010-03-14T15:44:00.004+08:00

I wanna watch Clash Of The Titans (1st April )!

i hate being bored .
Being bored makes me think about the past.
have been reading through my posts and messages.
i miss those times.
Strangers to Friends, Friends to Best Friends,
Best Friends to Strangers.
why ??
can anyone please tell me ?
what did i do ?
if time could rewind, let's just go back to the time where i got to know you.
awww , this feeling sucks.

I hate my phone .
i hate my phone for deleting all those past messages i have.
i fucking hate you.
all those thousands of message deleted for nothing .
凸you.

2010-03-13T22:40:00.002+08:00

okay (: updated my blog links and stuffs.
wanted to change blogskin but like what szechi says , simple is nice (:
so.. shall just stick to this blogskin aye! (:
well, seen quite a few post on friends. and this i what i would always think of when i say friend!

I miss the times in secondary 1 , where most of us are sooo naive and innocent . I would often think of how i get to know some of my friends , hahs ! Those memories really do makes me smile whenever i think of them ! Everyone's like so friendly when we're in secondary 1 ! But now , look around you and see , 用心去感觉 , who are those who are there when you need them . Who backstab you when you trust them . It's those whom you call "best " friend. Yes , i know who backstab me and who are true , but i try not to think of those stuffs as it would always make me feel so moody and in the end , i would attitude those around me . However , what puzzles me most is those who backstab you , speak bad of you , spread rumours and yet , they are close to you. and after doing all those things, they would act as if nothing happened at all . I mean , what's the point ? and Oh yes, Not only girls backstab you , Guys do too (: i finally know that guys do backstab you too . ROFL! (: it took me ages to figure out (: LMAOS! (: haha, and i often do ask those friends around me this " when i quarrel with someone , why didn't you side them ? i though you're closer to them ? " and some would reply " lol, it's not even my business , i don't care " . I am really happy to hear these words coming out from their mouth (: it really do makes me happy . Somehow , i always thought that i have made a wrong choice of choosing friends when i'm in Sec 1 , i think some of you know what i'm saying . If only time could rewind , really , i would treasure every second of it . Even it means going through all those pain again . I do appreciate some friends although we dont usually hang out together , yes , i do appreciate you guys (: thanks for the fun and laughter you guys have given me . Much appreciated (: and i love texting more than anything else , but often i would worry that i would be a nuisance or as you know, some people don't reply to messages (: Most of my friendship started by texting , hahs ! however,those friendship don't lasts. Can Broken Friendship really be salvaged?

Looking forward to sentosa on monday! (:

2010-03-12T20:48:00.003+08:00

meet up with liying, augustine, jerome, drew in the morning.
walk to anchorvale CC.
was kinda fooling around at the Drive throught station. (:
they had their breakfast.
while the rest was just sitting around.
cross country.
did try my best,
but didint get top 60 -,-
nvm, shall try again next year aye! (:
had end of term talk,
after school,
went compass to had lunch (: !

Sentosaaa on mondayyy ! yayyY! (:

2010-03-10T20:55:00.002+08:00

arghh!
what theee fucckkk sia!

so unlucky today sia!
as you guys know i always take the bus that comes at 6.58am.( now you know )
but today , i took the bus that came at 6.48am as i reached the bus stop earlier,
was kinda happy cos i knew i would reach school much much earlier , meaning that i could go to class and sleep as it was a rainy day!
that when the bus spoils my plan! ><
well, it started moving and i was kinda puzzled by the slow movement of the bus.
and i was thinking " hmm, do this driver even know how to drive a bus? "
thats when the driver stop the bus and he began to Open & Close the door of the bus,
i was like ? what happen? and i saw that the backdoor of the bus couldnt close and hence the slow speed of the bus.
okay, being the understanding type , i waited patiently for the driver to solve the problem.
after trying for about 10 minutes,
he told us that we have to transfer bus and wait for another bus.
so much time wasted . WTF!!
luckily another bus arrived -,-!
reached school at about 7.22am. wth-.-! );

anyway school today was kinda ok?
at least i could laugh and joke .
hehe!(:
stayed back for GEO / SS filing .
ahh! Fucked up with all those lost notes and whatever!
so liying and i decided to cab to ben house to photocopy all those notes. (: hehe!
cab back to school at about 3.30pm.
slack around and went home.

hmm , thats all?
didnt audi today.
hahas! no mood! instead i hunted for movies to download to my phone!.
and i gotten a few ! or 6 to be exact! (:

AHHH! needa go to X-Country on friday.
-,-! promised ): cant break it aye?

2010-03-08T21:14:00.000+08:00

kinda boring / fun in class this few days.
feel tired.
drained of energy! -.-
i wanna sleep!
but when i see the computer,
i know i wont sleep.
-.-
so,
hope that i dont sleep in class. (:

BYEBYE!

2010-03-05T21:19:00.000+08:00

guys,let hope we scored well for CMT! (:

2010-03-04T20:14:00.003+08:00

many wrong choices made in life.
i just wanna things to be right.
to be like last time.
back to all those peaceful times.
where there are no arguements.
laughter would filled me.
but now?
only sadness , regretness, and hatred for myself..
hate myself for trusting all those whom i though i could trust.
i really hate myself for trusting them,
and of course myself too.
for trusting them.
but that's what people want isnt it?
they want you to trust them,
and you did .
But what did they do?
they betrayed you ?
for what?
pleasure? happiness of seeing other people in pain ?
feel superior because of it?
nahs.
that what humans do.
i admit i did too.
but i always would feel fucking guilthy and sad,
but i learnt from my mistakes.
i do really really treasure my friend .
i really really do.
but do they treasure me?
i would always wonder.
why are humans so easily influenced ?
till now,i still cant figure it out.

leave it,
forget about it.

if only time could just rewind

i have been giving so much,
and all i want is just appreciation.
but do they ?

2010-03-03T21:00:00.001+08:00

话总说不清楚该怎么明了
一字一句像圈套
旧帐总翻不完谁无理取闹
你的双手甩开刚好的微妙
然后战火再燃烧
我们背对背拥抱
滥用沉默在咆哮
爱情来不及变老
葬送在烽火的玩笑
我们背对背拥抱
真话兜着圈子乱乱绕
只是想让我知道
只是想让你知道爱的警告
我不要一直到形同陌路变成自找
既然可以拥抱就不要轻易放掉j
我们背对背拥抱
滥用沉默在咆哮
爱情来不及变老
葬送在烽火的玩笑
我们背对背拥抱
真话兜着圈子乱乱绕
只是想让我知道
只是想让你知道这警告
只是想让我知道
只是想让你知道爱的警告

2010-03-01T20:58:00.002+08:00

1st day of common test,
good luck guys,
seems like i was the only one taking it too lightly. -.-
cant be help!
But i will study alright,
i must somehow get good grades . -.-
went to pizza hut after school with liying and co.
parted after eating,
went to Hougang mall,
and home.
start to stone infront of com.-.-
shall not happen from tomorrow onwards.

Emaths and Chinese papers tomorrow,
Good Luck guys ♥!

2010-02-26T22:48:00.003+08:00

hmm,
kinda lots of thing happen?
but not bothering to think about them too (:
hahas..
kinda hardworking?
did my homework and stuffs.
and miracally i even go for PE lessons,
starting to love it TTM!
PE lessons! , here i come!
if only PE was such fun every lesson,
doing training, instead of those Fuggling activities!

went to pizza hut after school,
didn't eat,
instead i think i sort of EMO and went home?

my sis going overboard today,
and i didn't even went to sent her off,
hey, sorry Sis,
i just don't like the feeling of separation,
miss ya lots ! ♥
enjoy your trip , cya on mar 8!
hopefully ,buy things for me! (:
i think she about to check in soon 11pm
and will be over Singapore skies at 1am?
hahs! i would be sleeping by then,
how i miss the feeling when you're in a plane!

was playing audition this few days,
kinda lots of things happen,
hahs!
met new friends, (:

friends are never enough for me,
i like making new friends, ( like who doesn't like -,- )
but somehow I'm just feeling down lately,
don't feel like talking much,
distancing myself from everything.

"Friends are not for forever"
or some sort.
that's what Joel used to say,
and i would always say NO,friends are for forever!
but ,
Now,i knew i was wrong .
Friendship between Joel and me didn't last long.
For some reason i don't know too?
maybe i know, but I'm just refusing to face it.
but , life's still have to go on.
Sometimes, i would think of all those happy times with my friends,
and i would often feel sad after thinking.
i really just miss those happy times,
when things are just so nice,
laughing , crapping , joking , playing,

Hahas! I must be mad !It's Impossible !

i hate people giving me that cold look,
i simply hate it!.
and please tell me if you're unhappy with me,
no point saying behind me and giving me that smiling face in front of me,
it just simply DISGUST me.
you friendly , i friendly.
you nasty, trust me, you would end up worst , ( Sooner or later )

2010-02-22T18:23:00.005+08:00

Hmm,
kinda moody this few days,
but it's fine now,
thanks everyone for the concern yeah?

Saturday

Had flag day ,

waited for the tins for like a hour or so,

and we decided to go Vivo, to ask people to donate (:
But i didnt take the iniativeto ask people to donate,
cos i'was kinda sick and doesnt feel like talking ><>

Sunday

meet up with Cynthia and Jaslyn to do our homework at Rivervale plaza Mac (:
kinda had a fun time there, talking and OF COURSE doing homeworks (:
went home at about six plus?
and did my F&N research at home ,
but i was in Msn ,chatting the whole time>
school was completely fun today! (:
was raining Cats & Dogs after school,
-,- went to Pizza Hut to have lunch,
and thanks Cynthia for helping me to install the Ebuddy on the itouch! ♥! (:
and OF COURSE! thanks Liying for lending me her itouch! ♥ (:

i'm super high today aye?!
(:
hope this mood lasts! (:

2010-02-19T19:09:00.002+08:00

i'm so fuck up today.
wtf.
wanted to post lots of things.
but i guess it's useless posting them anyway.
so. just let it be then.
-.-
feel like shouting now,
feel like going out now,
feel like telling someone how i feel now,
feel like having a H 2 H chat,
feel like slapping myself,

no point.
...

2010-02-18T20:12:00.000+08:00

FUN!
i'm so happy today!
hahas!
nothing gonna spoils my mood! :P!

2010-02-17T20:40:00.002+08:00

back to posting,
;x!
hmm, let start with what i did these few days.
so relax sia !
wake up at 9am, online ebuddy, chat.
go out to temple or stuffs.
msn- on the way.
reached home,
use computer, chat again,
it was real Fun talking to them, ._.
chatted till 3am before going to sleep,
and the next day would be the same routine..
;P

school seriously sucks big time,
lol! it's because i'm sick alright!
Flu + Cough + Block Nose + No taste in food!
seriously makes me upset,
went compass after school,
didnt eat as it makes no difference to me.
lol!
msn till now. -.-!
seems like today kinda alot of people is moody ayes!
cheer up though!
;P dont think too much.
._.
think i gonna give PE a miss tomorrow,
again, because of my illness and all.
wthh. !

2010-02-15T15:25:00.003+08:00

decide to post now as they may not be time for me to post later,
as i cant use com!

woke up about 9am today,
laze in bed,online-d ebuddy,
chatted with Cynthiaa and Z!
lool!
used com at around 12pm?!
continue chatting,
Z's really a great guy,
seriously!
LOLS!
i'm advertising for him!
lucky there's a 200mb mobile data plan for my phone!
which lasts for 6 months!
enabling me to online ebuddy!
everywhere. anywhere!
:D

♥ lots

2010-02-14T12:13:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day :D
lol.
made some friends during this few days,
super friendly. hahs.
really did enjoy chatting with them.
:D
hope to meet them soon. with cynthia!

somehow,when you gotten this,you would thrown that away.